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Sirius:*turns on heels,teeth bared*Do you know WHY I cling to the girl?Because I owe her my life,my very purpose of being!Because of her,I have not been killed for all the blood on my hands,because of her,I do not have to go on fighting to kill and conquer and fall further from grace!There is a God,there a heaven and a hell,and she has snatched me up from falling into that Gehenna!I've devoted myself to her safety,and when it is most imperative,her happiness!I live for that smile,and even those embarrassing pats on the head!THAT is loyalty!THAT is belonging!If I were to let go,she'd fall so far,so very far,no one could save her!It would be BETRAYAL to do so!It is what you are doing,right now,as we speak,to those children,braking them,killing them!And for what?BECAUSE YOU ARE PRIDE AND SELFISHNESS INCARNATE!*raises self tall,eyes blazing with fervent rage that if possible,would melt anyone to puddles of ooze*

Sirius:....Foolish girl.Fine,I give up,I am done reasoning.*turns on heels*But when you lay dying,know that Sirius Tobias Holmgard will not mourn,for he gave you a choice to live,and you turned down that choice in your pride.Wallow here in your prideful self-pity,I don't care anymore.I thought I could convince you,pseak ot some motherly part of you for the children's sake,but I see I was horribly naive to think that.

*speak to

Sirius:Just because I did not seem to care does not make it so.Now,you kill yourself and those children within in you to but satisfy some self-pitious feeling that you don't belong that is but an untrue whim.That is murderous....but above all it is BETRAYAL of their dependence on you.I hate betrayal.

Sirius:It wouldn't have to be like this if you wouldn't be so selfish.*stands framed in such a way that his gaunt body is but a shadow with mismatched glowing lights eyes,one a cold green of the Horseman of Pestilence,the other a blazing,blood thirsty carmine red*

Sirius:*searches for her*

Sirius:...*shakes head*Foolish girl...*trots out after her*

Sirius:I'm sorry...it is habit....can't teach an old dogs new tricks,aye?*smiles faintly*And I am a very old dog,so you can imagine the effect of things....

Sirius:*sits down beside her,placing a hand on her shoulder*

Sirius:(Sort of)Yes.

Sirius:*leans against the door frame*Knock,knock.