ya tommorow is gonna suck ass..

hooray! friday night! turn up the music and partay with yo buds!

not.

ok so on MY friday I dragged MY unhappy @$$ out of bed at seven a.m in the morning to go to a quilting expo. yeah you read that right. QUILTING expo. in puyallup. yeah.. I'll tell you why i went...

2 reasons
1st. my freinds were going with THIER mom and i wanted to hang out with them, 2nd, FOOD.. need more be said? i dont get out much ok...

omg i know wut ur thinking

I WASNT FACINATED BY THE PRETTY QUILTS!!!!...... no....

ok so let me say this..

when you go to hell... I'm pretty sure it has nothing to do with a burning inferno...

it went like this

literally
we walked around from stall to stall and looked at little old ladies show us all kinds of .. wierd.. quilt desings... granny clothes ...ugly patchy little kids clothes with unicorns on them that the moms called "adorable" sparkley horses on clothes... clothes with "oh so exiting" colored frills.... clothes with random bits of fabric attached to random places.. and more granny clothes... .. for hours.... then we stopped to eat snacks...

and just when i thought we would head home

there were two MORE buildings of this stuff!!

TWO MORE BUILDINGS!!!

i got chopsticks though....

and my sister got this mini frog bag thing.... i dunno how u would use it its really small but i dunno '

i mean i got to see my frineds but all we wanted to do was go home the whole time ><
it was definitly a mom thing

so then i thought

"oh its okay when we get home we can hang out"

we didnt get home until like 6 then everyone had to clean then mom had to leave and by the time everyone finished it was kinda more like 7/8ish and i called them they said they woudl come suprise suprise never did..
anyway so ... it doesnt matter anyway because TOMMOROW instead of hanging with them they're all going to a class that teaches you how to baby sit little kids thats from like 8 to 4 DX and so i wont see them all freaking day cuz imma be sitting right here on this stupid couch
with bob my laptop

doing IQ...its just gonna suck ok? just be like.. the ultimate suck..

then sunday they are taking it again then on monday they go back to thier dads and i have to start thinking about going to my dads and thats not gonna be fun DX

and yeah...


bleehhh and so now I'm trying to download the online thingy on mabinogi now but it kinda fails at life and is taking 99 minutes DX

before it was like 140 something DX

but oh well there was one good thing about today

i got to eat ramen with chopsticks for like the first time ever... it was so beyond awesome....

8D

so i was rummaging through my stuff.
and i found a really interesting letter i wrote to my father. *coughs* i mean daddy...

99999999999999999999999.
thats the amount of times you lie daddy.

*coughs* :S

anyway... cant say what was in it all i can say is i was to scared to even give it to him

actually i was going to leave it on his desk or something for when he woke up in the morning early for work. i didnt really see him enough to give him anything lawl.

yeah so daddy your and moms song is playing :3
yay
someday lying smiles.. someday. I'll prove who you are and then who will have allies?
i sound like that creepy british kid off that cop show I'm bored...

anyway ... yeah...

I'm not mentally disturbed X3

I'm really depressed :( stupid drama... :'(.....

stupid anna fish....

*beats self with something* bad dobby! BAD!

I'm getting tired lol but i cant think of a reason to get up or go to bed... I think I'll download that manga thing
for some reason lately the idea of playing mabinogi makes me nervous.

ah...

i dunno

just in case there is anybody still reading this journal who plays with me

i have pvp back on ABUSE THE ELF!!!! KILL IT ITS GETTINg AWAY!!!

:3

better destroy it before it spreads its germs on any more ppl :O ...


lol idc 8D i just wwant falcon.....


mleh...

I'm really tired....... this song isnt helping... i like typing. .i think i have a wierd addiction to writing down everything that pops into my head now ... it was dem rapid write thingies that dun it :o

lol

wish i still had that teacher though. and for all y'all information. she hated pink to... so ha ha......

in ur face....

watch the program need some really expirenced artist to use it >_>.... or some attachment thinger... >_>

wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll at this point I'm just typing l for no reason lllllllllllllllll
anyways...... i scream u scream we all scream 4 ice cream

ok why is it that i remember that song only because i saw team rocket sing it ONCE in ONE episode of pokemon? because i think its messed up that otherwise i wouldnt .... =/....

I put on make up today and i still looked like an angry hobbit with zits :O lol DX

oh well watcha gonna do

sometimes i wanna post a video thingy of myself on youtube see how many people i can get to call me fugly :B not a partic good idea but i could do it just to say

"hey guys.. this is my ugly hobbit face and my man voice... deal with it or frack off..."

lawl the end

8D

anyway i gues imma be postin up a video o my voice anywhos sooooo ... yeah.. in some century.... rite now i'm supposed to be focused on schoolowrk .. tommorow might be a good chance actually nobody will be home.

mleeeeeeeep..........
mleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep....

mleep

everyone else in my family has a mathematic brain did you know that?........ I got a
"phobic"
brain

sounds like.. um.. I'm diseased....... thanks mom......

I'm her failure ;)

yay cant be pretty cant do math. cant "take off" with manga .. can't finish algebra...

cant get exitited about anything she wants me to be happy over..... cant do horses... can't cook.... don't wanna babysit... I hate looking at quilts.. I'm falling asleep.... its like... i never make her happy no matter wut DX.... nobody makes her happy anymore she needs something to make her happy idc wat it is just something .... she just wants to complain and hang out with her freinds and yell when her english teacher is pissing her off which unfortunatly for us is alot
iCANT EVEN SEE

I'M SUCH A FAIL CHILD JESUS

my heads to big..... :(........... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
its not working I'm not waking up....
its like i can work from like nine a.m to 6 and she doesn't care because I'm somehow stilll failing because i'm on gmail talking to a guy i rejected three times because my sister likes him not because i wanted to is that enough i dont understand i thought we already went through this one are my stupid life lessons learned in the stupid guy section? are you like finished now? can i go home ? I feel like I'm on permenant review of this damn lesson and i dont wanna take this class anymore
just goddamnit DX...
i hate panic attacks they suck @$$ ......
your heart just starts going a mile a minute and you have to sit there and pretend like nothings happening because if you smile everyone else will smile and then everyones happy and thats why life sucks
god stupid

I'm catching a cold too ><

thanks bob. I love you for listening to my endless complaining, and for putting up with my obsessive proofreading issue...
and for being my freind and for downloading online games and for having a blue thingy and for lighting up in the dark.
your better then a regular person.
People suck.

right now i hate them.


i hate guy people especially. the most of all. because they never listen and because they do shootty things but they dont care.
Its almost like they think only thier feelings matter, screw everyone elses. I'll never understand why it is guys are "psyciallly" stronger then girls... ><.... like never
i dont see the logic at all in whoever did that.
i think they made some terrible mistake or something and then they tried to push the back button but the people making machine backed up and so it was to late.
contradict me i dare you... give me one reason...
any...
oh thats right
YOU CAN'T.