Friday again lol

well hapy friday everyone ^_^ yay
weekend :O yay
I'm supposed to be doing assignments so i can be ready to go to target in about an hour shopping+ possible food besides whats at the house=yessssss
picking up s=......mehhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

ok so i cant really explain how wierd this situation is getting... DX its like.. she vanishes off the face of the earth for weeks on end, when, and if you try chatting to her, she like effing tries to start a catfight >_<
then she pops right back up and is like "OH BTW CAN I COMSZ TO UR GUSYZES HOUSEEEE !!! PLZ O BTW UR OTHER FRNDS WULD B FUN TO SEE OKZ BAI"
.........??????????????????????????
I'm confused................................................
should i be exited and or happy about this!? O_o...
I don't understand life anymore D: its like before it would go like this:
your freinds are your freinds and they are people you can trust and rely on to be there when you need them, your freinds are people that like hanging out with you, and your freinds are people you like hanging out with.

Your parents are always supposed to be there for you no matter what because firstly they are stuck with you no matter what, and secondly they love you because they are your parents, they worry about it when/if you get a boyfreind, and are always telling you to be careful, they worry about you if you were to leave the house, and they nag you about.. does that come from donkey?.. anyway they nag you about putting on sunscreen, wearing a coat when its cold, not talking to strangers, not giving out your email address online, not playing with sharp objects, not leaving the house alone, not being home alone with the potheads next door, and not spraying the cat with water.
the only thing i'm not allowed to do is go investate the meth lab that is supposeably some ways down the street in the forest. :x

:D anyway going on:

i thought you werent supposed to be happy about divorces, I thought i was supposed to be sitting here scarred from the divorce and blaminng myself but not the way where I'm proud of it. I know i told my mom she should get a divorce, and i know i may even be partly responsible, but I'm happy for her, I'm happy about it .

Thats what i wanted she wasnt happy, it was the most disgusting thing ever for him to kiss her like that, it was disgusting to see him show us all off like that in front of people. then treat her like shoot when he got home.

I don't understnad people anymore, how could they not know? Seriously, they don't get it when you feel sorry for them, they think your insane or something. just for asking if they're ok.
DX
well ok since apparantly this is a gigantic mystery
when people make me feel like i don't matter, or don't give a shoot no matter what i say or if I am hurt.
it makes ME feel like total CRAP so why the HELL would i want anybody else to feel that way???

HMMM UNDERSTANNDDDDD?????

ok lets say i had a freind, and this freind said something really mean like
"I work much harder then you because i go to school and you don't."( or vise versa if u go to school.. ok i kno i kno you go to schoool DX)
and that made you want to punch your freind in the face because she doesn't have any idea what the hell she is talking about!! i mean.. violence is bad..

ok well lets say she said that..
and it made you angry
so you would know for a fact that stating this to people makes them angry, then you wouldn't say it would you?
i'm not going up to your freinds
"well I am schooled at home so therefore I'm smarter then you and i work much harder and longer hours." (andnddd reverse that if u go to school again)
no i mean its just logic. =/

i'm not saying any one group works harder or is smarter, or like my poor mom thinks *is magical child prodigy going to college at 17-16* =_=
no
ok so there are dudes who go to school and dudes who don't, and its frackin the same as saying
"well that dude plays the nintendo 64 and that dude plays the xbox, so the first dude is better at playing video games."
.. i ran out of examples ok.. ><

oh and i would just like to add here
I'm NOT EVEN RELIGIOUS!!!????

:D..............
yeah someone shut me up now or else i will keep typing angry homeschooler and public schooler stuff and yeah.... so just stopping right there.

I always forget people can read this O.O because people never do read this.

i don't live in a rock or wear humungous plaid sweaters btw...
I like pizza :D y cantwe all just talk about how we love pizza and get along? :3
I'm not chained here by an ultra spyco strict mom .. definitly if u would read up lolz the only thing i'm not allowed to do is like go investigate the potheads that live in the forest X3

whenever i mention like online school. lotsa ppl are like "you can do that???" and i am always the one they ask about it, dont i have a fun job :DDDDD
and I always sound like i did when i was 10 trying to read a report about mt st helens

"uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh welllll you puusshhhhh stuff andddd its onlineeee"

my retartedness at explaining stuff yay :D

oh wait thats right i'm studying grains, fiber, carboydrates, bla bla, yadda yadda
anddddd yeahhhhhhhh

I love learning japanese its fun :D i want to study it more its totally awesome
owwww it buuurrnnnsn
my eeyyyyeee hang on i gotta ask my mom if we are even going somewhere today i need food!!!! so badddllyyyyy D'=

I'm serious here people do you have any idea how rare a cheeseburger is in my life!!?????
ok i admit thats abnormal but whatever >_>


ok she's talking about being ready in 30 minutes soooooooooo meehh not much to do.... just pretty much all i gotta do is get shoes and my purse........ oh yeah i should find a jacket that fits lolssssssss i cant even type the sleeves are so long on this one....
ok guess i better go
might be posting later lol bye bye people who arent reading this lmao XD