~My Beloved Seiko~

** So for all I know, those @$$ holes could have tossed his body in a hole! Or burned him up and tossed his ashes in a burn barrel!!! >< Damnit! I dont wanna think about this. But as I said, tiz hard not to.

But I thank you all for your sympathy and comments. :) Take Care.

~Amari~ **

Aww.. a hampster? So sad :(. My gerbil Louisipher died too. His death was painful. T_T He got ran over by a bike. It was soo terrible. My sister put him in her pocket to take him to the park, and she got on a bike, and she didnt know there was a hole in the sweater pocket, so Louisipher jumped out and my sister took off on the bike and accidently ran him over with the back wheel. It was the worst sight I had ever seen. There was a blood streek accross the side walk. Amanda (sister) and I cried for days. Expecially Amanda, sence she blamed herself for running him over. :( He was such a great gerbil, he would sit on my shoulder, and Amanda and i would make a little camp ground for him and my friends Gerbil to camp out in. We would re arrange his cage (which was huge) with new things for him to explore in. Like one time we put this little garden stature thing of a building in Paris. It was real cool. He loved us, and we love and miss him.

Also I thank you for your support, i try hard not to cry. But what is too hurtful not to cry is that I cant visit his grave. I dont even know if he HAS a grave! Cuz the Vet ppl said we didnt have enough money to get him creamated, nor bring his ashes home. So for all I know, those @$$ holes could have tossed his body in a hole! Or burned him up and tossed his ashes in a burn barrel!!! >

I went through a similar thing. My hamster. She had been acting strange and we found out it was a brain tumor. We had a choice. Keep her until she dies naturally or put her down.

We didn't want her to be in pain any longer then we had to, she was our friend, even if she was a fuzzball. We did what we thought was best, and let her go to the eternal sleep.

Death though, it only hurts those left behind. They feel the pain for a while, but then learn that the missing person, human or not, is in a better place.

The real crusher was she was put to sleep two weeks before Christmas. And even more recently, one of my teachers died of Cancer. He was one of the few people who understood me so it is awful.

What I'm really trying to say is, don't worry about Seiko. She's in a better place. She knows how much you care now, and appreciates it.

But make sure to cheer up. He wouldn't want to see you miserable. And he's always watching you, to make sure you didn't take his loss too hard. Look around and if your lucky you'll see his spirit guarding you. Wanting to take care of you like he probably did while he was alive

Exactly... Just like family. In fact, Seiko is, was, and forever will be Family. And thank you... I appriciate your sympathy. lol ^^

-Amari

Aww... That's sad. I had to lose my cat, Victor, that I was really attached to. It was sad. Like losing a family member.