Strawberry melon surprise

No that isn't 'love juice' and it isn't menstrual fluids. Take a good long look at it and tell me if my drawing is so bad you can't tell that she's cutting herself to make a drink for paid customers XD<br />
Okay this drawing is based on a picture I found on Gurochan. I'm unsure whether it was fanart or whether it was from an actual anime. The point is I did draw it colored it different and added some more details. If this is in fact fanart I copied please let me know and ill be happy to take it down. This is first attempt at something 'Guro' my blood sucks but meh so does my coloring and everything else in that nature. She was in such a weird posstion ive never attempted so yeah she looked a little disfigured in the leg and maybe cause you can't see her neck but other than that...I think it turned out decent<br />
Anywho comments and critique is welcome