Girlfriends with issues

To the one who I screwed.
Her name is Lyssa. She had anger issues so her mother sent her to a camp for kids like her to go to. Her survivial there was up to her and only her. She had to make her own tent and get her own food and everything. It was a living hell for her and the last thing she said to me was," Someday, this world is going to be a living hell if not already. I want you to be there when it is, I want you to witness the very souls of the ones you love being ripped and burned apart by the ones you hate. But I will wear the heart of yours on me so I can remember the one I love." I told her, " Well when that day comes I will tear your guts out and step on them to have the revenge on the person who ment something to me."
You people probally don't understand what we were talking about but me and Lyssa used to be in love and we had a violent and yet ...calming relationship. She loved me when I was about to do something unpredictable and I loved her when everyone left her to die. Well, she's coming back from the camp in about 3 weeks and I'll be at the bus stop waiting for her...When I think about it...we loved eachother because we sayed everything that we could'nt be said to other people but we calmed our stress because we screamed all those things at eachother and thats why we were in love...it's odd...but I'll be counting the days till she's back home...
If you actully read this...I would'nt be supirized if you think I'm a loser but..you would have to be in our shoes to understand...bless who ever read this.

Alisha