I am not loved
I am not loved
I am not loved by MidnightSummersDream
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be prepared for an angsty teenaged girl rant in 3...2...1...
i know as a female i shouldn't be defined by whether or not there is a male in my life aka whether or not i have a boyfriend. And before it didn't really bother me but lately with the new year coming in i'm feeling more and more like i want a bf. you know someone to tell me i'm special and i'm pretty and that they love me other than my mom. you know sometimes i feel like i'm destined to be all alone, i see girls, dogy girls, girls that are three times my weight, and girls who can't keep their legs closed with boyfriends and i wonder, what's wrong with me? i like to think i'm pretty nice, at least that's what my friends tell me and i've been told that i'm outgoing and funny too. so why is it that come the holidays i always feel left out while my friends and even my family welcome the new year w/ their special person?
i really need a friend now.
i know as a female i shouldn't be defined by whether or not there is a male in my life aka whether or not i have a boyfriend. And before it didn't really bother me but lately with the new year coming in i'm feeling more and more like i want a bf. you know someone to tell me i'm special and i'm pretty and that they love me other than my mom. you know sometimes i feel like i'm destined to be all alone, i see girls, dogy girls, girls that are three times my weight, and girls who can't keep their legs closed with boyfriends and i wonder, what's wrong with me? i like to think i'm pretty nice, at least that's what my friends tell me and i've been told that i'm outgoing and funny too. so why is it that come the holidays i always feel left out while my friends and even my family welcome the new year w/ their special person?
i really need a friend now.
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Loner_Life_ForEver on September 12, 2009, 8:14:01 AM
well the funny thing is i feel like i am ment to be alone and just recently broke up with my girlfriend because of it. but it doesnt bother me... i can just be myself now.AlleyCat17 on December 31, 2008, 4:24:26 AM
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i feel the same way cause i can never fine he right person for me also i can't even get a boyfriend at all.so im going to be a old cat lady even though i do love cats.and every time i hang out with my best friend i feel left out because her boyfriend is always there so that makes me feel lonely.so yeah i now what it feels like to be alone and i do wish sometime i had a nice boyfriend.so who known maybe one day you,me and everyone else who don't have a boyfriend of there own we will find that someone that will be with for a very long time and who will love us too.