When I'm Gone

If you're reading this, it means that I'm not around any more. I'm here, standing at the pearly gates. If religion is true, then I'll go to heaven. If not, I'll go to the universe.

I don't know. I just want you all to know that I'll always love you all forever, and I'll never be able to fix the mistakes I've made.

Slygirl12... liz... This is directed towards you. You were with me in my time of need, and right before I nearly died. Listen to me, Lizzy. I know that you're strong. I know that you'll mourn, but cheer up. I'll always be with you.

If you ever need me, I'll be there for you. I'll be your lame jokes' laughter and your pillow to cry on. Your clicking of a mouse and your typing of a key.

Listen, all of you. I want you to remember me like I was. (Not a moron, you can forget that part of it.) I want you all to hold me dear to your hearts and everything in them. I don't want a memorial or anything like that, I just want to know that you all will still care when I'm gone. And as I sit here typing this in my hospital bed, I feel a tear rolling down my cheek and I smile.

I smile knowing how proud I am to have been at least someone's friend. Thank you all. I love you.

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