Break Away From the Madness"

"I don't know what happened, the evil within me slowly just broke free to cause havoc in the household. I remembered talking with Jacques... and then I lost myself. I guess I had a weakness in me which allowed the evil to break out. I don't know what happened while it was out... all I remember is the talk and then nothing.

When I awoke Jacques had gotten my father and his mother... my grandmother. I wasn't insane anymore... Jacques explained to me that I just locked up all of the sudden and next thing I attacked him. He then explained how I looked... orange fur, black hair with blue and aqua highlights, my wings had pink, yellow and orange feathers... and last were those god forsaken red eyes.

I wished what he told me next wasn't true... Jacques said I had attacked him and then proof was there on his arm. The fang marks of something... possibly myself? Could I have let that evil take over and then let it attack Jacques? Airim explained that they got the antidote for Jacques... thank god... I didn't want to be the one that killed him. He meant to much to me as a friend... and it would crush me if I... had to kill him.

He told me it was nothing to worry about. What do you mean by that!? I could have killed you and you say that it's nothing to worry about! What if it happens again!? My mind wanted to scream out those thoughts to the silver haired man... he was a lot older than me actually. But I just wanted to scream out my thoughts, what if the next time this thing comes out... just what if it does decide to kill him?"

Another look into Calrim's little demonic evil half <.< I am like all hyped up about this guy! I haven't been this into a character since well... Shadow <.< and that's been nearly 8 years now since I've created a character that actually got me into doing stuff like that mini story there!

Ok some of you are probably going WAIT A MINUTE (For those who know who Jacques is)! Jacques is DEAD! In a recent RPG with me and Jess her son, Calan, Calrim's 'mother' (Who is a guy but I am not getting into the details that me and Jess RPed about <_<;) brought him back to life. Calan brought Jacques back to life... well for reasons that I'm not saying XD I'm so evil <.< but yeah that made me and Seph happy... and just about everyone else in the household is like WTF your alive because everyone knew he was dead and blah blah blah XD

Anyway I thought Calrim would kind of 'look up' to Jacques, as a good friend and stuff like that. Simply because he's young and he has to have his role models. Sure he could look up to Airim, but he doesn't want to become what Airim once was, and yes he can live the path of Calan but that isn't something he wants to do, being up in heaven with the evil in him could and probably WOULD get him banished from there. So here we have Jacques, he's a great fighter (Because his father trained him and well he got his own training XD), intellegent, and everything that someone would look into for a role model. And this budded into the two becoming best friends, barely able to be seperated just because they loved each others company (Plus it was the only excuse Jacques could use to get away from his maniac girlfriend Talisa <_<;) and then this happens.

Sure a person can say 'oh it's nothing don't worry about it' but that leaves the guilty gut feeling in the friend that makes their stomach churn. And their thoughts venture to the what ifs, and at this point Calrim is thinking these things. He doesn't want to hurt Jacques nor does he want to be the one to end up killing him. This leaves our young little wolfy critter in a confused state ^^; and I shall hush it for now. This descrip is probably long enough <_<;;;;;

Demon Calrim, Airim, Jen (AKA Calrim's grandma), Jacques and Calrim © Jennifer Crenshaw (Me)
Calan © Jessica Wong (Dirtdragon/Jbear)