Paranioa Perception

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It's 1:30 and I haven't been sleeping much. :]
This was inspired from my own view point on life and myself basically. PLEASE, if you want to understand the picture, read what I have to type. I'm not wasting my time and thought for nothing.

I have many many many symbols that represent many things,

Small ears: I hear what I want to, most of the time.
Hat: Figure of speech, shielding from the unwanted society.
Mustache: Mysterious
Smile: Masking the true emotion
Evil Grin: Suppressed emotion(s)
Tear: Sorrow
Eye closed: Seeing what I only want to, if I can't see you, your not there.
Eye opened: Non-stop paranoia, everyone is lying to me and there is more hidden meaning to the everyday things.
Evil Glaring Eyes: What I feel on a day to day basis, eyes glaring and only feeds the paranoia.
Exposed neck: Another day, another risk of getting hurt/ being in a fatal accident/dieing
Confused maze: What I perceive as my way of finding solutions.
Water falling out of the hat: Overflow of possible situations that I feel/fear I cannot fix.
Paper with different people's attributes(overall point of the picture): I feel that I'm not comfortable in my own skin and I must take on different people and their opinions.