My beast form O_O

Oh my. I EXPLAIN ONCE AGAIN! DON'T EAT ME! D:
This pic kinda has 2 descriptions...
Description 1:
Okay. Do you know those creepy feelings you feel like having some body parts what you don't actually have? I do, and this pic is based on them. I sometimes feel like having wings (YAY ^_^), tail (again YAY), raptor claws (YAY again), most common feeling is spikes on my back (creepy o.O), and then comes not so often coming feelings to have canine head and horns. (currently I feel like having horns. They make strange feeling on my head. o.O) When I get extremely angry, I look like I'm not human so much.. someone could think I have bad rabies or I'm transfroming to werewolf o_o* And really, that's true. You wouldn't want to see me then, I'm not that Weirdo you know when I get really angry. Believe me. So, I now think this thing wakes up and raises it's head in me when I get angry. And remember not to laugh at this. Or I'll send Kiuaji boys after you.

Description 2:
People, I explain this now. Read slowly or you'll get confused. Well... It's like about transforming steps. I have 3 forms; human form, fox form, and beast form. (and extremely hided and almost unreachable dragon from; I have NO IDEA how to release it.) Steps go by this: First is human form, where my soul is trapped. There is some ways to release it, but those ways are hided, even from me. I'll tell more about that later. Then comes my fox form. It comes out when my soul finally gets released; when I get to be me. And then is final step; Beast Form. It's what I really am, but it comes out in really difficult way. It comes out by feelings; when I'm extremely angry in my fox form, it opens and I transform, no matter do I want or not. It can open up in other feelings, but I'm not sure wich of all it does. It 'raises its head' in human form too, when I get angry. That means I can run my high speed long time without getting tired (or feeling tiredness) and being really violent. And yelling everything nasty, meaning it halfway. And acting like psycho.

There it was, people. You see copyrights in pic, DO NOT draw my beast form without my permission! Sure you can if I let you. But I will NOT let you to create your own pet-or something like it-beast what is same species as this. There are two things why. One: I'm only one of a kind. Two: This beast is extremely dangerous, and can bite your head off in half of a second. It doesn't watch much who it bites. That's why. I don't want to hurt anyone without purpose with this beast. Just for your safety. But if you have those creepy feelings too, I SURE let you to create beast or critter based on them. I would love to see what lives inside of you. ^__^

Please comment. NO FLAMES. THEY WILL BE DELETED RIGHT AWAY WHEN I SEE THEM.