She's Incomplete

Sounds fun for some odd reason, idk... I'm just extremely bored right now. So far, life itself is boring.

It's not fun ATM, but it will be once I get an idea going and on paper.

Aw, what's up? :( Nothing to do?

idk... nothing is as interesting as it used to be. maybe i'm just doing the same old routine too often. but even then, i try to think about things i've never done before and they sound even MORE boring than my regular routine. i don't know what to do with myself anymore (all i know is that suicide is no option, i value life too much for that).

Ah...

Not good to hear, but keep trying new things, I'm sure you'll find something. If anything, try new things with friends or even new friends.

I was just going through old photos of Pangea, and I just found our old conversation, and i just wanted to say, i found something. I found i like to write stories and create characters' backstories. A lot. It's just so much fun! If you want, i have a few you could take a look at.

Aw, that's awesome!! *high fives* And sure I would. :D

AWWWWWWWWWW YEAH!!!! Now it's time for me to stop procrastinating, stop making new stories, and start finishing ones i've been working on for quite sometime now.

Ha ha, sounds like me if you replace "new stories" with "new art".

That sounds like good advice. I just might have to keep doing that.

Good luck buddy *hugs*

ありがとう! *抱擁バック*
(thank you! *hugs back*)
ごめんなさい, 私のシステムの日本語しならなかったのですが ｡
(I'm sorry, I had to get this Japanese out of my system.)

Ha ha, that's cool~ In fact, rather awesome! As long as there are subtitles. lol

これらの字幕なしに住むことができない！
(Can't live without those subtitles!)

btw, is it ok in life to not care about anything because you don't know why you should care about it?

Hmm.. I don't know? I would think if you're at that point you should be looking for something to care about, or at least thrive for.

Believe me, i have searched, but everything is either corrupt, too small to care that much about, or is something that seems too routine. I guess it all leads back to the idea i'm relentlessly attempting to understand what my purpose is in this universe. Seriously, i've been able to find answers to so many other things that seem so incomprehensible to other people, but i cannot for the life of me find the answer to that ONE DAMN QUESTION! .... *sigh* I've even heard a voice in my head once, 'i really didn't know where it came from, but one day when I was deep in thought, I heard a voice in my head saying "Just Wait". I've waited ("patiently" is debatable) for about half to three-quarters of a year now. Do you have any ideas or comments?

Hm, waiting huh? I suppose it's one of the harder task of life sometimes. So if it seems like you must wait, try improving yourself while you are. Say, improve knowledge in something you want to be better at, physical skill and strengthening of the mind, and even smaller hobbies(such as drawing). Just any such things to give you a little feeling of accomplishment while you wait for your purpose to reveal itself to you.
If something seems corrupt or too small to care why not see past it and see if there's a way to fix what's corrupt with it or make it bigger and more important?

thats a good idea, and i have been, even if without being outright about it. i try to sharpen my mental and deduction skills whenever i can. ... that last sentence... just triggered one more piece of the puzzle to reeal itself. and for that, i give you my most profound gratitude. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! DOMO AREGATO!!!

I'm quite happy to help a friend, you are very welcome. ^__^