Dark light

Being caught up In the light just never felt so dark.<br />
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When we parted ways<br />
I left so quickly of course<br />
but I didn't get<br />
to say all the things I<br />
wanted to say<br />
you can say what<br />
you want but you<br />
but you can't forget all we<br />
have been through<br />
I can't go back<br />
and I've moved on<br />
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I thought this was forgotten<br />
but choosing her<br />
isn't the answer<br />
I feel like I was put in the light<br />
but I feel so dark<br />
why.........<br />
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I did this piece today after I finished my reading protion of my OGT's (Ohio Graduation tests) all 10th graders are required to take and past these ugh merr. I was very down in the dumps when I drew this. I tried drawing something happy like me and my boyfriend Chris but it came out like crap so I drew how I really felt....exposed yet dark. Call it one of my more sad pictures but It shows how I was feeling very well in my opinion. The crappy half-assed poem was a last minute thing I added in to take up space, but it actually relates to the picture alot. I based it off of the reason I drew the picture. I just want to forget about it though so maybe drawing something related to it will only make it worse rather than help.<br />
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The tail looks like she took a shoot I just realized in my german class finishing this.....and I fricked up the lighting put oh well I'm too lazy to go back and edit it, im not sure if I could fix it anyways so *shrugs*<br />
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Meduims used:<br />
Black think tipped sharpie<br />
prisma pencils <br />
clear prisma pencil blender<br />
pencil blender