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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok.........sometimes I think at the worst.... sorry....(I'm a bit paranoid) ohhhhhhhhhh so you're brother is like(excepting big bully) nii-san sensei.........uuuuuuuuu....hmmmmmmm oh man....this reminds of that lame song "Fighter" by Aguilera.........(I was a pop sinner back then.....ahhhhhh mixt with Metallica and LinkinPark ????!!!@#%#%)
Hmmmm... but still....hope you'll get revenge upon your brother.....I think the sweetest revenge is when you convinced the 'enemies' that you are right and they are wrong..... (>>>>.<<<< this makes me feel so good every time).... or you'll just make peace with him...
But you said he is leaving soon... sooooooooo never mind....
 
Good luck at helping your friend..... I'm not very good at helping my own... 'cause they have different lives from mine (I mean these ones from Romania)..
 
And awwwwwwwwwwwww really? you make me cry T_T.. Hope I won't dissapoint you.  
 
 

YOUR BROTHER? why the son of a dog!!!! AHHH i mean NO your mother Is NOT A dog>>>>>.<<<<<<< *BAAAAAAAAANG**breathing....still alive bump bump ..bump bump....ufff* I hope he didn't rape you or something....................................(pervert mind that i have #_____#).........
Anyway you're a though lady.... like that....
So......................do you want a reason to cry again?!!!??? well......... I killed KURAMA.....MHAHAHAHA*cough*!!!!!!!!!! lol sorry I wasn't taking serious your past......... Kurama is alive and kicking...
Well i'm a big screwed up weeper....I haven't cried like everybody else at Titanic........... but I cried a river at Naruto >>>>>.<<<<< 
 
I'm happy for you 'cause you're ok again.......... anyway if you fell in depression again I'm here to cheer you up........
 
I've finished your pic..... i have to submit it but in my case it takes a day to appear on the site.....
 
 
BYE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>                                  
 
 

O_O whoa chill. Nothing sexual ever happened. Just physical abuse. But I came to resent men for the longest time because of it. I hated guys and loved to hurt them to make myself feel better. I guess, I'm no better than my brother, but then again, I would've had to put up with the beatings and teasing at school anyways. So, in a way, he helped to toughen me up...

lol that's okay, I don't need a reason to cry just yet. I have someone close to me that I have to help first. Her life's screwed up to, and I'm the one she leans on for support.

Thanks for being there for me ^_^ even though we're just virtual buddies, you're still important to me

To kill your emotions..how? cutting yourself... ouch...
well in my case the anxiety comes 'cause i'm not organised...and shoot...and when i end up in trouble(and of course my mother is Madame Stress and yells at me).. but I calmed down after I burst in tears... and freah out my mother with my hysteria(she calms down then..) in deed crying for me is a solution of calming down...
Man you remind me now of my OC Yume... she has problems too but always puts first others issues...   
thanks anyway for support...   

lol actually cutting was means to feel something... and control my bloodlust. After you do it so often, you come to not feel it anymore. That's why, in a fight, I come out on top; I don't feel most of the pain inflicted on my body and have little holding me back from hurting others.
Ah that must suck if your mom stresses too. I'm beginning to think these things are hereditary >_<
So you cry to calm down.... not at all like me. I don't cry at all! I taught myself to not cry. At one point I even forgot how too... it was weird.

oh dear what a wrestler we got here lol man who usually pisses you off like that? those freaking doges from your school like in your doujinshi? they really deserve it......... did you fight guys? sometimes i wish to bit up some guys from my school.... but I'm too weak....so if they bug me i only tell a two or three... but the dogES...are really worse....
awwww you forgot how to cry.........hmmmm i think that's bad 'cause crying for me is a proof that i feel something... that i interact with the exterior....i'm sometimes too careless... until reality strikes me.....and then I panic......Well i don't think my crisis were very bad that I should called them hysteria in all of its meaning.... but normal persons would not have them.....
now in the careless moud again.... wait until school begins..uffffff
Although my mother streses me she is right all the times(maybe she is just over reacting). I just don't stand when others are right and i'm wrong.........
    
                                                    
 
 

my biggest piss off is actually the one i'm supposed to call brother. He physically and mentally abusd me for most of my life.
I did have to deal with those doges for a while but they've finally backed down because they know I'm not afraid to shove their face through a wall if they piss me off.
Yeah, I fight with guys all the time. It's fun XD lol I'm sure some of them are stronger than me, but they're too scared to fight me.

I realize that crying is a good thing. I think it's better if one does. It hurt so mucb when I forgot to cry. That's why I had started cutting; to find a release for it all and calm myself. And now my wrist is all chewed up from that time and will forever stay this way. Oh well, at least I don't mind scars XD

Oh 'cause I'm a spoiled brat....nothing bad happened to me in the past... but I still act like unpleasing with anything kid......  I always bark and growl when I'm not supposed too.. and say something stupid when events are serious...      

ehh that's ok. You seem like I nice person to me =^^=
lol and I think we all say stupid things during serious events XD
Just be happy that you didn't have a bad childhood. But you're still intitled to getting angry, of course. Everyone's allowed! (as long as you don't go overboard like me. i should be sent to anger management XD)

well I try to act nice... but I was born selfish
anyway no mather how big is the anger... if you hurt someone elses feelings it's the same thing...
i think I understand you with the anger problem... i had really bad hysteria like ending up throwing with things in my room and crying like an idiot...'cause of panic... and the feeling of uselessness.
but all got well
 

whoa. You had hysteria? that bites. My parents think I might had anxiety. Problem is, during the hard times, I taught myself to kill all emotion, so i never know if I'm feeling anxious or not. So I just might throw up for no reason at all XD lol
Yeah, I've hurt people'd feelings tons of times... but i usually physically abuse them It's funner that way :D

Well I'm glad things got wel for you =^^=
If ever you do have issues you need advice with, I might be able to help. lol I may be screwed up but I seem to have a knack for solving others' problems. oh, the irony of it all...

Ooooo.OOOOOOOOOOOOO that was quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol No i won't kill ya.... the pic is great,,, although it makes me sad T.T   Well I'm happy that you 2 understand each other that well..... You 2 could be each others medicine...      Hmmmm i feel like an impostor right now...  

I had been working on this the last few days. i just needed to smear the bg (which I just did a few minutes ago) and voila. Finished.
Ah, don't be sad. this is just what happens when I contemplate the past... which I should stop doing.
hm? Why do you feel like an impostor?