ive been really scatter brained lately, and its probably cause one of my closest friends is no longer my freind, so ive also been down in the dumps, i drew this to make myself feel better *but it didnt work that much* im srry, my scanner cut off most of the words, ill write the poem here:

Shes no longer there to hear my call. But this time, i wontsink down to her, i wont beg for forgivness like last. Im strong and my pride means more to me now than she ever did to my heart.

Never again will i hear her sweet laughter, or the bright smile she wore whenever she was around. I'll sit here and lie to myself, saying i truely dont need her, but deep down inside, it hurts, knowing i wont be able to talk to her anymore.

But why should i care, she never even tried to help me. I tried so hard, to adjust to everything new, but it wasnt working anymore than helping mr. She was never there when i really needed her support, but she was once. And now that i think to myself, was it pitty like the others, or was it because she really cared.

thankyou for listening *sorry it was so long*
enjoy

~misty~