in.memory

Edit: -fails- I don't even remember which category I originally put it in. I don't really consider this anything with real people since I'm actually planning on making a character out of her and putting her in one of my stories. It's the least I could do.

Lineart found http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1835807/

I'm going to say this just to get it out of the way now: this picture is kinda old. It was back in February hen I first sketched it out. The 13th to be exact. Why do I remember the date? Well, I wanted to get it posted at least the sketch that night, then changed my mind when I noticed I wasn't going to get it done by then, and figured I could post it Valentine's Day. I know what's wrong with it, and I don't give a shoot! You want to make some rude comment? I'll disable them. This picture's important to me, flaws and all. So eff you if you want to say something about this. There's a back button for a reaon. And if not, move your mouse to that nice little 'x' at the top of your browser and click on it. or hit alt + f4. I don't want to hear it.

This picture was sketched out on the 1 year anniversary of the death of one of my school mates. She died the night of February 13 in a car accient. I can basically say that the next day was hell for a lot of people. She was popular, nice, and just one of those types of people who just walked in a room and everything lit up. Everyone knoew her. Majority of the teachers, a lot of the students, probably even quite a few freshmen, no matter how dumb some of them were.

I didn't know until the next morning what happened. Someone called me, but since I was downstairs tying to fix the computer, he ended up having to leave a message. I probably wouldn't've picked up anyways, since I didn't know the number. One of my friends I couldn't even talk to because he was so upset over it.

In our yearbook, there was an entire page dedicated to her. That really says a lot since she wasn't the only one that had died. There was one kid who killed himself, but he wasn't really all that well known. Sure, it's cruel, but if there's anything I've learned, if you're not popular or really well known, good luck being mentioned by a lot of people.

I still have days when I think about her. I had the same German class with her for the entire two years I actually took the course. A lot of us actually didn't go on to German 3 because we hated to teacher so much. SHe was really good friends with the one we had our first year though. She was so random at times. XD

I didn't go to her funeral. I haven't even visited her grave yet. I don't know where it is, and the two people I know who do, one apperently forgot and the other... well, I'm not sure if I even want to bring it up. She lost two people that year. And knowing how she is, I don't think I want to bring up any painful memories.

As mentioned before, if I get any rude comments, I'm disabling them. If I just get one or two, obviously I'm just going to delete/hide them. I want to keep this up. I was originally planning on posting this for Valentine's, but I was just so pissed that day I don't think I was even on the computer. I just wanted to do something for her. I never really did get to know her, but I knew her enough. So, RIP Noelle.

Sorry for the angst up there. I seem to have a bad habit of doing that.