Living without a soul

I don't know why I drew this, I just did. If you can't see the writing (I hope you can) It says:
Living without a soul........
Is is possible? Am I living without really being alive? Have I no purpose? To serve others.......
Is that why I have been put into this wretched world in wich I stand? Can I be helped? If so, can I regain the time that I've lost? No. I can only live the life that I have left.
Living without a soul...
The story about this girl is:
When she was a girl, her village was massacured, by an evil thing, that will suck you soul and put it in a jar. That is, if it doesn't kill you. Everyone in her village was killed except her. Her soul was sucked. Days later, when people were walking, they found her in a bloody mass. The way she lived was sort of like the way Presea from ToS acts. She's a little younger than she looks.
I may write a story about her.