my old drawing

this was my drawing in the contest when i was something like 9 yrs. old. hehehehe sorry if it's crappy i was just 9 anyway i found it earlier heheheh you see, there was an art contest in my previous school so i decided to join hehehe i competed against high schools and other superiors hehehehe there was 136 of us there and sadly i didn't win because my art sucks but still i remmembered what the judge in the contest told me

if you came here so we could give counsel to your lousy art, don't get your hopes up! come here when you won't waste our time!

i was kind of saddend by that before cause i was of a futile mind but now that i think of it, even though they call my peices trash, lousy, ugly, weird, dumb, etc. it's ok cause it's my art it's how express my feelings how my imagination elopes! so i thank that judge who told me those words as i've always said you'll not know the true concept and logic of the art unless you look through the creator's eyes. i was still using color pencils and etc. before cause i didn't know about photosho i started using it when i was like 12 yrs. old i'm 13 now though but still dumb hehe cause i didn't go in a seminar or classes or tutorial so i just self study and i still haven't learn all the tricks in adobe even though i'v been using it for 4 months (not often though coz i'm hella lazy^_^;;) now haha you'll see that i'm a beginner at it in my other fanarts hehehe the I.Q. test in my school is probably wrong they say my I.Q. is 127 though i don't think it's true cause my brother said i was stupid from the moment that i was born hehehe i have a cold today i didn't attnd school hehehe