And as I stared I counted...

"(I miss you, miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)"

http://dl2.musicwebtown.com/lordfrieza/playlists/165932/1301208.mp3

Yeah, I've been fiddling around with the thought of Aud and Patricia's relationship. Like, they hate each other with every fiber of their beings now, but, like, I think sometimes they miss each other. Or, you know, who they thought each other was before they reveled themselves to each other.

I mean, it's probably a feeling similar to being in a horrible accident. Like, while you going through it and feeling it and witnessing it, it's so unnatural it almost seems like a dream...a dream that eventually becomes a nightmare once you start realizing it. And then, like, after years pass you still kinda remember it in being that moment where it wasn't real...until you look down and see the horrific scar you acquired from it that's a constant reminder of how real it actually was...

I imagine it's something like that.