Chapter 1 - Let Down

I guess you can say it was my fault For letting this happen to me

But I won't let you do this again. I won't allow you to do this to anyone like you did to me



And the tears fall like rain

Down my face again

Oh the words you wouldn't say

And the games you played

With my unfoolish heart

Oh I should have known this from the start



I should have walked away. I should have left.

But somehow you reel me in. like I'm some clueless fish

Just awaiting to be devoured.

This was all your fault





Oh the winter and spring

Going in hand in hand

Just like my love and pain

How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein

Oh this brand new skin stretched across scared terrain



Now this scar

Deep within

Will never go away

Mocking me

For foolishly falling into your trap



I don't want to be let down

I don't want to live my life again

Don't want to be led down the same old road

Said I don't want to be let down

I don't want to live my lies again

Don't want to be led down the same old road



I can just see your smirk played across your lips

Laughing at me

Laughing at my hatred for you

Using me like some puppet

And to think that I ever loved you

I laugh myself



All those years down the drain

Love was not enough

W hen you want everything

What I gave to you and now the end must start

Oh I should have listened to my heart



When I think back to our “relationship”

I don't think I ever heard you say those three words

Ever

I should have known from the start that this was all a joke

I guess it's me to blame…



'Cause I don't want to be let down

I don't want to live my life again

Don't want to be led down the same old road

Said I don't want to be let down

I don't want to live my lies again

Don't want to be led down the same old road



Sitting here

Thinking about all of this

Everytime I said I loved you

You'd smile

Like a meaningful smile

Like you loved me too

But I should have seen through that mask

Because in the end you were only going to leave me here to fix my own mistake

But I brought this on myself…right?

I never wanted be let down

And that's exactly what you did



It's my fault



Because I already knew it was going to happen…

You are not authorized to comment here. Your must be registered and logged in to comment