Chapter 1 - November-May Poems

K.T.youko's Poems



Follow You (11-07-04)

Bravely I will follow you,

Though night sky holds nothing true

Through the willows hung with snow,

I follow love wherever go.



Though you don't allow

For danger's ahead

You want me there

In everyone's stead.



So off with you I will go,

Though pour, the rain and fall, the snow

My love for you will save us all

In lands of war, where souls will fall.



Fate of the Rain (11-07-04)



The rain has finally come to end

And so does Earth and all the land

The skies of night are so revealed

And people's fate shall be unsealed.



When rain returns to all the land

Begins Earth's time, a clock of sand

When skies of light are so concealed

The people's fate shan't be sealed.



Battle's Wings (11-07-04)



On swift wings I ride

Though I may die

Of death I do not fear

When end is here.



Brave I stand

While holding your hand

My life may end

And heart not mend.



So long you guide

To war I ride

Full of fear, am not

I've lived and fought.



Though now I die

You do not cry

For tear shan't be wasted

On those you do not know.



Light of Truth (11-30-04)



Running swiftly through pastured field

Battling in night, while blind of truth

My love for you, the sword I wield.



The light of souls grow slowly dim

The life in you begins to wane

My weakening spirit, at its rim.



Only truth could have saved the life in me

Though losing this fight was my truth

And only then shall I see,

The real truth stands before me.



The Fear (03-14-05)



Metal to my head

They never saw the fear

I muffled their screams

So I may not hear.



Deep in black thoughts

The trigger, I pulled

Darkness consumed me

And sound was lulled.



My mind was blank

Disappeared did their tears

My life had ended

And so had my fears.



For Only That, I Died (03-14-05)



Their words in my mind

My will obeys their own

Their weapon, I find

Is to be my own soul.



I called them my life,

And for them, I killed

I prevailed with my knife

And they call my life crime.



They locked me away,

And called me insane

In my mind of pure gray

For only that, I died.



The Tenth Year (03-14-05)



Soul faded and gone

Love in all but despair

I relied on myself

Yet discovered my fear

Of losing my life

Though because of this fright

It cost you your own.



Depressed was my wraith

For a fifth of a score

I lost all my faith

You trusted me no more

And to that, I grieve

Yet I hid those tears

Heart so broken

In my soul for ten years.



And after this time

I could bear loss no more

I committed my crime

With blade to my chest

Reluctant, I was

To say my last prayer

`I am sorry my love,

With angst and despair

Yet instead filled my life

With those dreams, a nightmare.'



And with my knife

I killed the fear of my life

So you might return

To the hell which I burn

Until the day I died

I was certain you cried

And for you I am proud

To take this life

With my own condemned knife

In the tenth year of living

In this hell I was given.



The Heart Which is Dead (03-15-05)



The sooner my life ends

The sooner they rejoice

I cried out to him

Yet he can't hear my voice

One love betrayed me

The other is lost

No one could blame me

For paying this cost.



With my heart clearly empty

They spoke nothing of voice

No one can save me

Or give me a choice.



My soul all but dead

In the deep of my heart

My love has now fled

From the soul torn apart.



Inside I Find (03-15-05)



Inside I find,

My light consumed

Their battles in mind

The gates, in-fumed.



The gold of their seals

Are no more then lead

Their true colors concealed

In those whom are dead.



What Have I Done (04-28-05)



What have I done,

To find everything gone

To live on my own

My whole life alone?



What did I do,

To find everything new

To live in the cold

With my days growing old?



What wrong have I cause,

To find everything paused

To live one step behind them

This life's faded gem?



Song of Inspiration (05-01-05)



Sing the sorrow.

With all your heart.

There is no tomorrow,

Pretend it's your last.

Your faith is gone

You have no past.



Sing like the skies.

Light with a tone.

Forget all the lies,

This world without mind.

Get rid of it all

They were never your kind.



Sing with precision,

Your life is perfect.

There is no religion,

A world of your own.

These people don't understand,

You're fine here alone.



Sing the world away,

You have no problems.

The way life will stay,

No thing as death.

It does not exist,

There is no “last breath”.



Sing to the beat,

You know the song well.

Let voice and ear meet;

Use all your soul.

There is no falter,

If you just play your role.



Sing with a smile,

Don't say it's too hard.

It has been a while,

Still make the song count.

You can inspire the world,

Just have no doubt.



Silence (05-04-05)



Hope all but gone

Life in despair

They left me alone

To discover my fear.



They thought I was strong

Yet I knew I was weak

Their perception was wrong

But I let them think.



I thought silence was nice,

Solitude would be good

But I found this heart of ice

Didn't work as it should.



No. 13 (05-04-05)



She relied on herself

She expressed all her fears

I shattered her heart

I brought her more tears.



She said she was fine

She tried to lie

I knew she deceived me

I left her to cry.



She knew she was alone

She hid how she felt

I left her to do this

I knew not how this dealt.



She finally loathed me

She hated me inside

I didn't know what to do

I didn't know why.



She still burns with hate

She keeps up her pride

I know I'm not perfect

I know I can't lie.



What is Expected (05-04-05)



They want us to live

But they know we will die

One day, in heaven,

We'll be in the sky.



They told us to be truthful

Never to lie

But honesty is cruel,

It makes them cry.



My confusion is strong

I'll never have a clue

About what people expect

And what we will do.



Darkness (05-04-05)



The skies are dark

There is nothing bright

They miss the comfort,

They miss the light.



Without the fire

The lands are gray

There is no sun,

There is no day.



Around the earth

There is the moon

Causing days to grow wanted

Causing days to come soon.

You are not authorized to comment here. Your must be registered and logged in to comment