Chapter 6 - Don't Play With Me

I'm lying here
Feeling nothing but confusion

Trying to figure out if he means the words that slip from his lips
If his gentle, caring whispers..are fake

Does he just say he loves me
Just to say it?

Love is such a strong word

No one should say it so carelessly
They need to mean it

So I slowly drift off, thinking of him
Hoping he is okay
Praying he is safe
Wanting to be there for him

These feelings
So lovely
Yet, still bring a frown to my face

I shut my eyes
Forever in deep thought
And I'm left with a bittersweet taste

I'm no toy
Do not play with me

As long as I have this sense of paranoia

How can I trust him?

My tears..they drip down endlessly
And there isn't anything to stop them from pouring down

I open my eyes
Each flooded with salty droplets
Sliding down my cheeks

Who knew loving someone could trigger such emotions?

I lie down
Crying to myself quietly
Until slumber takes over me

Waking up the next day
Just as baffled as the day before

How could I care so much for you?

Is it all make-believe, or do you feel the same?

Why am I crying for you so?

The same questions replay themselves
Over and over again
Never to leave my mind

He haunts me
He invades my dreams
He runs through my mind
He makes me smile with him
He makes me frown with him
He makes me worry about him
And I love him

To me
It all seems too good to be true
Could it all be a nasty decieving..trick he wanted to play on me?
Is this all a game?

Because, I'm not playing with him

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