Chapter 1 - I Won't Fall

I will not fall... Pretty much a simple dog at reality..

Im only gettin blasted all the goddamn time
Like I actually commited a law-ruled crime
I hate myself for what I am
I continue to listen like slaughter to the lamb.
I don't do anything right and when I try to justify
i can't and have to clean the mess but it's a sty
I think of all people around me and how they see me
And I feel embarrased, angry, caged; not free.
People who think my life's a joke
Well let's see how we laugh as we choke
So frack it. Let them have thier fun.
As always I know I am number one.
You ain't getting me down
no I wont frown, I'll wear my crown
a crown made from sweat and tears in which I drown.
Every person I would catch a bullet for
Has decieved me, now that bullet can help them touch the floor.
People think life is easy
But they dont see
people who know you turn into family
but what is easy is to turn your back
Show no more, fade to black.
But that would mean that they had won
So I stay around just to shock and stun.
They all think I would curl up and die
They believe I would say goodbye
But for me, my friend, it has just begun
Your torments are noticed now as a pun.
I find I just shrug off your laughter
As this rhyme shows my before and after.
The conclusion is this, so listen now
You are but a bead of sweat above my brow
Things will never change, and i dont expect them to
All I want is to be talked to like im true.
Cause you make me feel pointless...
Am I not worth but one kiss.
I try not to kid myself but it's all that comes
Life is a biscuit and I am the crumbs
Flaked off through time into a crumbled mess
Your thoughts secretly eat at me, constant distress
The point to this moan at reality is nothing much, this is all;
I will be here forever no matter what.. get used to it. I will not fall.

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