Chapter 1 - Never happier

Kia

It's dark and I'ts raining. And I feel terrible. Yota doesnt know what I'm going through. He doesnt understand. But I still love him. He is all I have. Well strictly thats not true but& Oh what's the point& He may have problems but. It's nothing like mine&

Yota

If only Kia-Chan could understand that I do care about her. So, so much. And I really wish she would see that. But I can't tell her that. And I dont know why. Oh god. I can't cry in front of her. But I can feel the tears coming. And I know I can't hold them back any longer&

Kia

Is Yota-Chan crying? No, he can't be. He has nothing to cry about. Oh, I see. It's raining. The rain used to make me happy, but now it just makes me want to cry all the more. And I think I am starting to cry&


Yota

I'm not sure but I think Kia may also be crying. But she is trying to hold it back. For me. What a brave person&

Kia

We are nearly at the crossroads. Part of me wants to go straight home but& another part of me wants to stay with Yota-Chan. Forever&

Yota

I dont want to leave now, I'm scared of what will happen when I go. Because I can see that Kia-San is really upset. But I have no idea what to say to her. Ive never been in this position before&

Kia

I'm walking. As fast as I can. I want to go home. I want to cry in my room alone. But I can't help thinking about poor Yota. I hope I haven't upset him&

Yota
She's walking so fast. I want her to come back. I dont care if I dont know what to say. If I rehearse it then& it will go wrong. And I will sound like I'm lying& "KIA-CHAN!!!"



Kia

Yota just called me& why did he just call me? I'm walking back towards him. I can see him now. His face is& Yota-Chan is crying& No& thins is not what I wanted. I just realised& I'm crying so much. And the tears are pouring down his face. I start to run.

Yota
She is running towards me. Her face Is stained with tears. She is looking into my eyes. And we are both thinking the same thing.

Kia

I run straight into him. He puts his arms round me, and I do the same. We stand there, and I can feel his tears on my shoulder. I bury my face into his shoulder and cry. I'm crying harder than I ever have before. I can hear Yota-Chan saying&


Yota

I know I have to say something now. I must. "Kia-Chan," My voice is trembling, "I& I do care about you&"


Kia

I can hear him crying even more as he speaks. "It's okay Yota-Chan, It's okay, I'm so, so sorry&"

Yota
What is she apologising for? I think she just wants to let me know that& that she cares about me to. I feel for her hand, and squeeze it tight. "Dont worry, Kia-Chan. Its okay&"


Kia

This is what I've wanted for so long& To do this. I can't ever believe I ever doubted him&


Yota

I've wanted this so badly, to know that somebody does care about me. And I think Kia has too&


Kia

We've been here for over two minutes. I pull away. Now, we're laughing. I never felt happier in my life.

Yota

I just noticed, there's a big cut on her arm, two in fact. In the shape of a cross. It looks very painful. On the spur of the moment, I remove the bandage on my arm and but it on hers. She is looking at me, confused. I smile at her. And we start to laugh again. I never felt happier in my life.

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