Chapter 1 - Untitled

Feeling all alone



12:30 on a Sunday night;

as I lay emotionless in my bed;

my eyes strain to stay open;

the T.V. becomes blurry;

as I drift into deep thought.

What if I don't wake up tomorrow?

What if this id the end for me?

I lay here alone, so if I die;

Then I'll be doing what;

I was always afraid of, dyeing alone.

My eyes burst open, a tear rolls down.

Everyone has this moment;

The moment they think they will die alone…right?

Well then now it's my turn for this thought.

I'm scared and don't know what to do;

I open my door and walked into a room;

I look at my mom comfy in her bed;

But I can't lay beside her;

I'm not her innocent girl anymore.

I then look at my dad sound asleep;

But I can't lay beside him;

I'm not his little princess anymore.

I walk to the next room;

Down the dark hall of the night.

My brother their in his bed;

Peacefully and dreaming so calmly;

But I can't lay beside him;

For I'm not having a nightmare;

At least not a nightmare that he would understand.

I don't want to wake him and ruin;

The dream that made him smile like that;

Especially not to tell him my problems.

It's not something everyone could understand.

Then something moves under his blankets;

Two ears, a nose, a body and a tail!

There she was man's best friend;

But she wasn't man's best friend;

She's mine!

I picked her up gently in my embrace;

And closed my door behind us.

The lights are off and I lay beside her.

She looks at me with her doggy eyes.

Asking me with them why she was there.

Then another tear rolls down my face;

She saw my hurt, my pain, my fear;

She crawled up and cuddled up with me.

She is the only one that understands;

She is the only one that won't judge me;

She is the only one that will be there.

As my eyes become heavy again;

They then slowly close, then finally shut.

Even though she's just a god to you;

She's way more to me.

She is the one that will be there;

If I don't wake up;

She'll be the one to keep me from dying alone!

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