Chapter 11 - Hopeless
Submitted November 12, 2008 Updated November 27, 2008 Status Incomplete | This is a collection of songs that I've written
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Chapter 11 - Hopeless
Chapter 11 - Hopeless
Sometimes I think I should be happy,
That you have so easily replaced me.
But each time I so much as imagine it,
The pain within tears me apart once again,
I keep dying from the inside out!
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
Whimper as the knife cuts in deeper,
Maybe the darkness will finally take me.
Take me away from this world of hurt,
Where nothing that lasts is never actually real.
People toy with things that can never heal.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
How could I be so oblivious?
To think they really cared.
I opened my heart and now I pay the highest price,
This deadly, sweet, frost-laced betrayal.
I say their names in silence,
Cuz I don't wanna hear it anymore.
The air is so frozen and still,
Here at the edge of the world.
Wait for help that I know will never arrive,
Shed a last diamond tear and take my final dive.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
So destroy everything I was,
Leave me alone here to die.
It's not like you care anymore,
And I hate myself for being alive.
Watching the emotionless metal,
As it vanishes quietly into living flesh,
Pain creates a crimson spring.
It finally ends all doubts.
I've really meant it this time around.
For I believe there's no point in trying to live
When we all just live to die.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
Walk away from the crimson pool,
Don't look back at me for you'll see,
Just how much you once meant to me.
That you have so easily replaced me.
But each time I so much as imagine it,
The pain within tears me apart once again,
I keep dying from the inside out!
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
Whimper as the knife cuts in deeper,
Maybe the darkness will finally take me.
Take me away from this world of hurt,
Where nothing that lasts is never actually real.
People toy with things that can never heal.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
How could I be so oblivious?
To think they really cared.
I opened my heart and now I pay the highest price,
This deadly, sweet, frost-laced betrayal.
I say their names in silence,
Cuz I don't wanna hear it anymore.
The air is so frozen and still,
Here at the edge of the world.
Wait for help that I know will never arrive,
Shed a last diamond tear and take my final dive.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
So destroy everything I was,
Leave me alone here to die.
It's not like you care anymore,
And I hate myself for being alive.
Watching the emotionless metal,
As it vanishes quietly into living flesh,
Pain creates a crimson spring.
It finally ends all doubts.
I've really meant it this time around.
For I believe there's no point in trying to live
When we all just live to die.
[Chorus]
I always knew I wasn't good enough,
Never meant that much at all.
Silently alone, I've begun to fall,
I guess losing your heart and soul is rough...
Walk away from the crimson pool,
Don't look back at me for you'll see,
Just how much you once meant to me.
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