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Chapter 1 - Make Believe

...Imaginary friends...

Chapter 1 - Make Believe

Chapter 1 - Make Believe
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At school I have lots of friends but at home I didn’t have any, so when I felt alone I made up imaginary friends. I got so obsessed with this idea and created whole new worlds but I was so wrapped up in the fact that people liked me I soon realised that these people weren’t real. They were my puppets that I controlled. Now I have real friends and I think that deep down I know it wasn’t meant to be but occasionally I still think about my imaginary friends.
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[MAKE BELIEVE] ©
When my world seems to end
And from beneath my sadness descends
A voice calls out so I look inside
I close my eyes and you’re in my mind
Created out of my pain you are my light
You fixed my wings and gave me flight
But I overlook the fact that you’re not real
Just imaginary, but I just happen to feel
You’re the one to understand me
My friend to be

And I always have to remind myself
Its all make believe…
Just my fantasy.
My world is make believe
My fairy tale come true
My wish, my dream
You are my make believe

It seems so real yet so untrue
That all my thoughts consist of you
And the haunting thought that all my fears
Are always yours to listen and hear
When I cry you’re by my side
Made me smile you always tried
My imaginary friend
I’m the only one to see
That you’re just my make believe
Just my fantasy…

And I always have to remind myself
Its all make believe…
Just my fantasy.
My world is make believe
My fairy tale come true
My wish, my dream
You are my make believe

And it hurts to know I’m alone
Hidden inside my protective zone
And all I have is you
But now I know that it’s all untrue
Because I made you up, and you’re made to feel
What I want you to, you’re unreal
My friend is a slave to my thought
This is not the answer that I sought
My friend is forced to like me
Because my imaginary friend is part me

And I always have to remind myself
Its all make believe…
Just my fantasy.
My world is make believe
My fairy tale come true
My wish, my dream
You are my make believe

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Comments and criticism is welcomed as well as personal opinions.
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skitzo on March 1, 2006, 7:30:30 AM

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skitzothis is what i do some times to and it realy hurts knowing that their not real heh people think im nuts when i have convesations with my friends but i guess it is odd seing a kid talk to themselfs in public...oh well i love your stuff^_^

Slippingthroughreality on December 22, 2004, 5:48:15 AM

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SlippingthroughrealityI wouldn't laugh because then I'd be a hypocrite since this poem is based on me. My parents have excepted who I am and let me get on with my life, i guess its just easier for me to understand who I am if I have imaginary friends.

Anime-Chick on October 4, 2004, 12:25:23 AM

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Anime-Chickthat's what i'm doing( for real don't laugh it's not funny)..even though i realize there are no people, neither can i see people, i still talk to them!!!..sometimes my family hears me and they ask me to whom i'm talking to..oh, all these question..can't they just understand, the way i feel, altough these people are not real..(sorry..it's ryming time i guess)