Chapter 1 - the me this is true

You always seem to be looking out for me





Why do you?





You should not





I mean you should not even like me





You should just be like every one else





Just pretend like I am not even there





Because that is what every one else does





But for some reason you look out for me





Why is that?





Is it because you actually like me?





But how could that be possible





No one I know likes me





But are you different?





I hope you are





It gets very lonely by your self





But by the way you act to me you must like me





I hope that is true





I do not want to get my hopes up again





The last time I thought some one liked me for who I am





It was all a lie





She was just using me





She just needed a friend





She did not even like me





She was just using me





To get to you





But I hope you are not that way





I hope you are not using me





To get to someone that I know





But how could you





No one likes me or is my friend





Please tell me you are not





Please tell me that this is real





That you are not lying and just pretending





I do not think I could live any more if you were





If you just left me for some one else





Or were using me to get to some one





And then just left me





I would most likely die





I do not think I could live





If when you say that you are a friend





Or when you talk to me nicely





You are just lying to me





That you are not me friend





At all you do not even like me.

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