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Chapter 1 - for bean

This is for tyler who left us a while ago for the great beyond.

Chapter 1 - for bean

Chapter 1 - for bean
"I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay." He was with us for a while and ended his life all to short. Now I write this for tyler and bean. The sweetest couple ever and tyler commited suiside and left us all. now bean sits and crys for her poor tyler, watching over all of us. Silant but caring.

Now we mourn...For
poor
tyler
"I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you"

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diva96 on December 21, 2008, 2:33:00 PM

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diva96awwww...that is one emotional poem...its a tear-jearker...*tear*...its so tragic! WHY MUST THINGS HAPPEN LIKE THIS???????? WHY?????? *SOB* this is a beautiful poem...great job! *thumbs up*

XxAnarKissedxX on September 9, 2007, 9:18:50 AM

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XxAnarKissedxXWow... I hardly ever cry over poems...
but this is beautifully tragic in so many ways I couldn't help it....

Falconlobo on November 10, 2006, 1:39:22 PM

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FalconloboIt is a very nice sad well written poem but you need to space a little bit more otherwise it's great

Love2talk11 on October 13, 2006, 12:13:21 PM

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Love2talk11*SOBS*This is he most depressing thing I ever read!I feel so sorry  bean.

DemonessDarkFlame on October 3, 2006, 7:35:47 AM

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DemonessDarkFlamethats so sad, poor tyler and bean!

wu25 on October 2, 2006, 4:12:37 AM

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wu25awwww thats so sad :'( it's an emotinal poem like bean said it's great

Bean on September 30, 2006, 1:11:44 PM

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BeanWOW.....THAT WAS VERY EMOTINAL FOR ME GURL...I MUST TELL U I DID CRY! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AMAZING POEM...I REALLY REALLY LOVED IT! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

::FAVES::

XXBEANXX