Chapter 1 - gomen nasai

I'm sorry 4 the things I said,
but my words were never true
all I was trying when you hurt me,
was trying to hurt you to.
My mind knows what's best,
half of it to be exact.
Because half my brain sticks to my pride,
that's just a stupid simple fact.
I'm sorry for what I said,
seeing you in tears hurt me more.
You wouldn't think it would.
But my heart aches to hard to ignore.
I shed tears for you,
when I'm all alone.
Because still my pride interferes,
I hate my heart, I wish it was stone!
But still you can make me feel so good,
but your tears make me cry.
Your laugh makes my ice melt,
and sometimes I wonder why.
My pride still interferes,
and fights against my heart.
Building my barrier,
so fast it's almost an art.
But every time you laugh or cry,
the ice melts away.
And my pride builds again,
but the ice will never stay.
My mouth just won't listen,
and talks for my pride.
Then I show my sadness in my eyes,
the one I want to hide.
My hearts knows the weakness,
my pride used it after.
My heart screams at my mouth to stop,
but my mouth just listens to my pride that's filled with laughter.
I feel like I'm broken,
when you cry.
it hurts my heart so much,
I feel like I die.
a thousand deaths,
spill a million tears.
to hurt the ones I love an loose them,
are some of my greatest fears.
so please forgive me,
for what I've said or done.
don't feel hurt by my words,
because they're not true, not one!
what I want to say with this poem is very simple,
I almost can't say the words, that's what makes me worry.
just those 2 simple words:
I'm sorry

to: Soraya-chan
from: yoarashi
gomen nasai

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