Chapter 1 - You are never coming home...
Submitted November 23, 2006 Updated November 23, 2006 Status Complete | I just... had to. It made me so sad... Please read this.
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Chapter 1 - You are never coming home...
Chapter 1 - You are never coming home...
Everyone should know that life is unfair.
I have learned something: no matter how tightly you hold onto something, it always gets taken away from you.
That kind of pain that surges through your body when something terrible has happened... it hurts everywhere. No pain killer is going to stop it. Shadow Love... this one is for you.
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Have you ever noticed...
That the time when you need someone the most, it was the time they had just been taken away from you?
Didn’t you feel like...
That person would have and should have been there forever until the day you died?
Was it fair?
Was it a dream?
When you pinched yourself on the arm, you weren’t waking up.
This pain was real.
Is that when you were going to take a knife to your chest?
But then a gentle hand stopped you?
That person could never be replaced, and you knew that...
But what if...
There was someone there to help you out? Give you courage and strength... wouldn’t that help?
Even just...
A little?
What if...
One of those people...
Was the one writing this right now?
Would you give them a chance?
I know that pain. Maybe just some, maybe just a little...
But I know that pain.
The time when your chest hurts?
And you just want to break down and cry?
And you do anyways?
Especially...
When you watched that person leave you...
Forever.
You feel like you just want to end your life?
...
And now...
I have a pink flag in my hand.
One that’s telling you it’s going to be okay, and you know that from then on...
You are going to make it.
Definitely.
No one stands in your way...
Of the dream.
Of YOUR dream.
Whatever it is you dream...
I will dream as well.
Forever...
Will your heart go on.
But you already know that...
I know.
I just figured you might want to hear it from me.
~~~.: IN MEMORY OF SHADOWLOVE101’S MOM :.~~~
WE’LL MISS YOU, EVEN IF WE NEVER KNEW YOU.
GOD IN HEAVEN... PLEASE. TAKE HER UNDER YOUR WING.
Shadow Love... if you’re reading this now... well, you know. I just hope you are.
Just a song that might go.
THE GHOST OF YOU --- MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall...
If I fall...
Down
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I....
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna.....
And... one in contrast. Shadow Love... you definitely should know this one ^.~
MOVE ALONG --- THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along...
I have learned something: no matter how tightly you hold onto something, it always gets taken away from you.
That kind of pain that surges through your body when something terrible has happened... it hurts everywhere. No pain killer is going to stop it. Shadow Love... this one is for you.
____________________________________________________
Have you ever noticed...
That the time when you need someone the most, it was the time they had just been taken away from you?
Didn’t you feel like...
That person would have and should have been there forever until the day you died?
Was it fair?
Was it a dream?
When you pinched yourself on the arm, you weren’t waking up.
This pain was real.
Is that when you were going to take a knife to your chest?
But then a gentle hand stopped you?
That person could never be replaced, and you knew that...
But what if...
There was someone there to help you out? Give you courage and strength... wouldn’t that help?
Even just...
A little?
What if...
One of those people...
Was the one writing this right now?
Would you give them a chance?
I know that pain. Maybe just some, maybe just a little...
But I know that pain.
The time when your chest hurts?
And you just want to break down and cry?
And you do anyways?
Especially...
When you watched that person leave you...
Forever.
You feel like you just want to end your life?
...
And now...
I have a pink flag in my hand.
One that’s telling you it’s going to be okay, and you know that from then on...
You are going to make it.
Definitely.
No one stands in your way...
Of the dream.
Of YOUR dream.
Whatever it is you dream...
I will dream as well.
Forever...
Will your heart go on.
But you already know that...
I know.
I just figured you might want to hear it from me.
~~~.: IN MEMORY OF SHADOWLOVE101’S MOM :.~~~
WE’LL MISS YOU, EVEN IF WE NEVER KNEW YOU.
GOD IN HEAVEN... PLEASE. TAKE HER UNDER YOUR WING.
Shadow Love... if you’re reading this now... well, you know. I just hope you are.
Just a song that might go.
THE GHOST OF YOU --- MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall...
If I fall...
Down
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I....
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna.....
And... one in contrast. Shadow Love... you definitely should know this one ^.~
MOVE ALONG --- THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along...
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LoveWrathChan on June 3, 2008, 10:13:27 AM
LoveKisameChan on November 19, 2007, 10:42:25 AM
the bell... you've told me about that. and the crying... but you never said anything about the meadow. i've never known youre mother. and i met you the year she died. but reading this and thinking about all you've said breaks my heart... by the way, for some reason my computer won't let me see your stories. would you mind sending the lyrics for our band to me please?Danofdarkness on May 19, 2008, 9:17:55 AM
I read that beautiful thing you wrote about enah's mom ( i don't know how to spell her name) it was very nice and only a true friend could write something like that. Im also glad you used that song. Every time I hear that song on the youtube video, i think of my dad and cry. But not on the outside. No one should see me cry. Still, she must be proud to have you as a friend.LoveKisameChan on November 19, 2007, 10:42:54 AM
oops, sorry... i meant to reply to shadowlove101's messageAmmyK on January 9, 2007, 9:01:20 PM
AmmyK on
oh my gosh! That is so touching! I would wnt to die if my mom did...she's not gonna die, i know. I mean everyone dies, but she's not gonna for a long time.LoveKisameChan on November 19, 2007, 10:46:22 AM
not to put you down or anything, but life comes at you fast, or in this case, it could be death. anyone, you or me, could die tomorrow for all we know. grim topic... but it's true...ShadowLove101 on November 23, 2006, 11:54:54 AM
Oh, thank u so much! I love both of the songs, 2! ure a really great friend. Its funny, what happened today. My mom had this bell that she would use so we could help her when she needed help. Today, it went off and no one touched it. She still here. She's watching. A few days before she died, she said that she saw a beautiful meadow of flowers. In the meadow was a beautiful church. I guess that must be what heaven is like...LoveKisameChan on November 19, 2007, 10:43:16 AM
the bell... you've told me about that. and the crying... but you never said anything about the meadow. i've never known youre mother. and i met you the year she died. but reading this and thinking about all you've said breaks my heart... by the way, for some reason my computer won't let me see your stories. would you mind sending the lyrics for our band to me please?AmmyK on January 9, 2007, 9:04:36 PM
AmmyK on
wow...I am sorry, really i am. i think it's real great that she's watching you. and I am sure, when it comes to be your turn to leave life, you two will be together again. Until then, don't mourn, instead, celebrate the wonderful times you probably had together!dont_ever_quote_Mark_Twain on November 29, 2006, 8:31:59 AM
Hopefully, one day, I'll go to join that church. And when I open the doors, and walk inside, I'll see her waiting.crazicat06 on January 4, 2007, 12:13:41 PM
crazicat06 on
*sniff* I know that pain too. My dog, Ajax, is dead. I get a pain in my chest, I wanna die, I wanna kill, I wanna cry. But he wouldnt want that, now would he? He's in doggy heaven, ever so happy. I should put the poem I wrote about him up. Your peom helped me too, didja know that? I'm crying right now cause of you. I'm crying in happiness. You made me realize a few things. Please, keep on being a kind person, my friend.Dragonlord999 on December 31, 2006, 6:06:52 AM
dude that was deep that has meaning to everyone who has lost some one important I know how Shadow feels, I know what it feels like to have that happen so to every one that is going to read this know this don't take the people u know for granted, family, friends, and even ur pets are important so take care of those who have meaning toNikku
Poor Ina~~~~~ Lovely story-thing, by the way!
Always remember, no matter what happens, you will always have your friends who love you and care about you... :D