Chapter 1 - poem 1

She's drunk away all her depression
she's lied too many times
She STRIVES for attention
She'll do ANYTHING for it
she'll steal, lie
she's come close to death so many times she's been driven into a state of depression
a state of isolation
a state she CAN'T escape from.
she doesn't trust anyone anymore
she doesn't trust her friends
her family or even her PETS
she lives for herself and only herself
she trusts herself and only herself
she can't find the heart to believe anyone
she's lied to her BEST FRIEND and sworn on their friendship
she has stress that most people wouldn't
Some wouldn't even THINK she has so much stress
She could KILL herself at any given moment
she feels alone
she feels unwanted
she feels hated
And why does she feel all of this
Why did she drink
Why has she been driven into this state
you may ask these questions
there's one answer and one answer alone
And that answer is
BULLYING
this is what bullying will do to some people
If it weren't for those that she loves
she'd be DEAD by now
All her pain would have ended
All the depression
all the hurt
all the sorrow
all the loneliness
all the lies
all the attention seeking
her LIFE would end with all of these things
and why you may ask
because of BULLIES and BULLYING
This is what it does
it drives someone into a state
a state where they believe what others say
they think what others want them to think
they do ANYTHING to impress others
They'll change themselves
not just their clothes or their looks
but their PERSONALITY
The peppy girl you see might be hiding something
Did you EVER consider that?
That "peppy girl" or that " Weird girl"
That ONE girl may just be a alcoholic
she may have meds because she's so depressed
did you EVER stop and think
" What might this girl be going through"
or " What should I say to this girl?"
Have you EVER thought about that
When that girl is crying where have you been?
Making fun of her
ignoring her
leaving her to cry because you could care less?
Did you EVER think
" Man..She's crying.. I should go see what's wrong"
or
" Something must have upset her.."
Did you EVER think to walk over and ask what was wrong
NO
only THREE people..
That's THREE less than who SHOULD be walknig over and maknig sure that girl's ok
If you feel bad but care about what others think of you...
You know.. If someone were crying.. If I were in YOUR position
I would go see what's wrong
if my " Friends" don't like me for that
well then they weren't really my friends..
try and think
" What does this girl go through?"
" Does she ALWAYS act like this?"
" Is she covering something up?"
If you just ask ONE simple question
" What's wrong?"
Then that person may or may not tell you.
If they don't
give them space
you could jsut be in their bubble
That peppy girl you see everyday
laughing at nothing at all
caring for her friends
listening when she needs to
striving for attention
did you ever wonder
" Why does she do all of this?"
I'm not sure.
But that peppy girl you see
Has gone through a HELL of a lot of problems
she's had MORE than her share of bullying
She's had MORE than her share of rumors
She drank, she's come so close to DEATH too many times.
Nothing shows because she covers it all up
those wounds she hides
not all wounds are visible
not all wounds are healed
but some can help START the healing prosses
make friends
talk to her
make sure she's ok
you may JUST save her life as SO many others have done
And who is this ' peppy girl with a life full of so many emotions, so many problems' you may ask.
That girl is in this school
in this class
That " Peppy girl" is right IN FRONT of you
that girl is ME

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