Chapter 1 - Hiei's POV
Submitted December 3, 2003 Updated December 3, 2003 Status Incomplete | The title says it all. Hiei is with the guts and they are tlking about Mothers day. Hiei runs off, and............ And your gonna have to read to find out what happens! n_n
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Chapter 1 - Hiei's POV
Chapter 1 - Hiei's POV
Title: * I Need No One *
Type of Story: * Yoai Drama/Romance *
Rating: * PG-13 *
Paring: * Kurama/Hiei *
Summary: * Our 4 guys are talking about what they are getting/doing for their mom's for mother's day. Well three are and one is hurting deep down inside. He puts up a good wall but Kurama can see threw it and he goes to find our favorite fire demon, and when he does what he sees shocks him. What is Hiei doing? And how will our redhead do? *
A/N: * This is how I'm going to do things from now on, if you ask me it's a lot easier and it answers a lot more. Don't you think? If you don't like it then tell me and I'll go back to writing how I use to. BTW: Kurama's POV is the next chapter. *
*Hiei's POV*
Ever since I can remember, I've been on my own. I thought no one wanted me; that I didn't have a place where I belonged. But I finally found a place; I was just the only one in it. But I always felt so alone; I only wished that there were someone that wanted me.
*Flashback to when Hiei was four*
"Mommie! Mommie! Where w'are you Mommie?" I yelled running threw the Manki forest. Where could she be? I know she is somewhere. I just need to find her. "MOMMIE! I MISS YOU! COME BACK, I WOVE YOU!"
*End flashback*
Yes I remember that day. I sat in a tree and cried for hours, and I started thinking of how a mother dries her child's tears and mine not being there only made cry harder. And for three years after that I looked for her. Keeping in my mind and in my heart that she wanted me. That she was looking for me also. But I soon gave up my search and decided that the only person I need was me. I would depend on no one!
"I'm taking my Mom out to eat and giving her this necklace that I bought her." I heard the fox saying. That was when I remember that some stupid holiday for mothers was coming up and ningien Children and teenagers were going crazy about it.
"I just bought my Mom a 24 pack of beer and a All-You-Can-Eat pass at the Bar and Grill." I heard the Spirit Detective say as his ningien friend hit him over the head telling him what he should have bought.
"So shorty," I heard the Baka ask me, "what are you doing for your mother for Mother's Day?" I wanted to tear him limb from limb but couldn't. Then I felt something that I didn't know I could feel any more; I felt pain. But not physical pain, I felt pain in my heart. I thought I had blocked that feeling out a long time ago.
Kurama looked at me with pitied eyes and Yusuke hit Kuwabara over the head. I knew that they knew about me but I really didn't care. "Hn. I don't need a family. And all mothers are good for are worrying." Was my reply and I jumped off.
Truth was that I really wanted a family. If nothing else a mother just to pick me up when I fell down and tell me I'd be all right. I wanted to be like Kurama and the others, having to tell my mother that was an adult and I could take care of myself. But no, my mother didn't want anything to do with me. And if she didn't want anything to do with me then I didn't want anything to do with her.
Type of Story: * Yoai Drama/Romance *
Rating: * PG-13 *
Paring: * Kurama/Hiei *
Summary: * Our 4 guys are talking about what they are getting/doing for their mom's for mother's day. Well three are and one is hurting deep down inside. He puts up a good wall but Kurama can see threw it and he goes to find our favorite fire demon, and when he does what he sees shocks him. What is Hiei doing? And how will our redhead do? *
A/N: * This is how I'm going to do things from now on, if you ask me it's a lot easier and it answers a lot more. Don't you think? If you don't like it then tell me and I'll go back to writing how I use to. BTW: Kurama's POV is the next chapter. *
*Hiei's POV*
Ever since I can remember, I've been on my own. I thought no one wanted me; that I didn't have a place where I belonged. But I finally found a place; I was just the only one in it. But I always felt so alone; I only wished that there were someone that wanted me.
*Flashback to when Hiei was four*
"Mommie! Mommie! Where w'are you Mommie?" I yelled running threw the Manki forest. Where could she be? I know she is somewhere. I just need to find her. "MOMMIE! I MISS YOU! COME BACK, I WOVE YOU!"
*End flashback*
Yes I remember that day. I sat in a tree and cried for hours, and I started thinking of how a mother dries her child's tears and mine not being there only made cry harder. And for three years after that I looked for her. Keeping in my mind and in my heart that she wanted me. That she was looking for me also. But I soon gave up my search and decided that the only person I need was me. I would depend on no one!
"I'm taking my Mom out to eat and giving her this necklace that I bought her." I heard the fox saying. That was when I remember that some stupid holiday for mothers was coming up and ningien Children and teenagers were going crazy about it.
"I just bought my Mom a 24 pack of beer and a All-You-Can-Eat pass at the Bar and Grill." I heard the Spirit Detective say as his ningien friend hit him over the head telling him what he should have bought.
"So shorty," I heard the Baka ask me, "what are you doing for your mother for Mother's Day?" I wanted to tear him limb from limb but couldn't. Then I felt something that I didn't know I could feel any more; I felt pain. But not physical pain, I felt pain in my heart. I thought I had blocked that feeling out a long time ago.
Kurama looked at me with pitied eyes and Yusuke hit Kuwabara over the head. I knew that they knew about me but I really didn't care. "Hn. I don't need a family. And all mothers are good for are worrying." Was my reply and I jumped off.
Truth was that I really wanted a family. If nothing else a mother just to pick me up when I fell down and tell me I'd be all right. I wanted to be like Kurama and the others, having to tell my mother that was an adult and I could take care of myself. But no, my mother didn't want anything to do with me. And if she didn't want anything to do with me then I didn't want anything to do with her.
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bloodyd on May 28, 2005, 1:51:58 PM
bloodyd on
thats sad...nice detal