Chapter 12 - night talk

kagura sighed looking at the night sky glancing down to check on the others here and there "no one can touch my and i cant touch anyone execpt for attacks ensuring i remain free so why do i feel like this" kagura whispered hanging both her feet down dangling in the air 'becuase you want to live you want to beable to hug rin kanna and hakudoshi you want to be able to hold there hands you want to be able to help train hakudoshi you want to be able to lean onto sesshomaru you dont want to be on the out skirts of things you want to be alive' her mind screamed at her she closed her eyes tightly "i cant help my choice i made it and was happy as the wind till now" kagura whispered sighing 'it was your choice why arent you happy' her inner demon yelled at her she sighed looking down at her friends peaceful faces "i cant do anything but sit if there hurt i cant do anything danm it any form i take i'm still trapped" she whispered angerliy 'man are you bipolor or something oh wait i cant say that becuase then i would be to danm it' her inner demon said kagura sighed "why am i feeling as if i want to change my choice now i was happy being the wind being a ghost till now" kagura mummered clentching her fists so tightly that if she werent a ghost it would of drawn blood "you shouldnt talk to your self when you think no one's listening becuase then somone's always listening" sesshomaru said sitting next to her on the branch "hey you spying or something i was just trying to clear my mind" kagura said turning her face away how much had he really heard "whats wrong your always happy until no one's up" sesshomaru asked turning his head towards her he wanted to be able to help her put his hand on her shoulder support her but he had found long ago that he couldnt touch her "i'm not really sure when i made my choice i was happy being the wind being a ghost no one could touch me in two ways but now i'm starting to see all the thing's i'll be missing" kagura whispered she couldnt even cry in the form she had chosen angering her farther 'danm it why did i chose this danm it i want to be able to touch them i want them to be able to touch me' kagura yelled at herself in her mind "dont be to hard on yourself you couldnt of known what would happen" sesshomaru said looking at her gently 'stop blaming yourself kagura your free you should be happy why arent you' sesshomaru wondered staring off into the night sky next to her

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