Chapter 13 - lily field part 1

sesshomaru sighed watching kagura he knew she was mentally beating herself "owe stupid thron" kanna said licking her thumb kagura's eyes showed the pain she wanted to help 'danm it i cant do anything i cant help her or any of them all i can do is attack talk and kill danm killing was what i wanted away from i didnt want to have to slice things for no reason' kagura yelled at herself in her mind "were almost there" sesshomaru said wanting to destract everyone from the thorn incedent especially kagura "we could make it before the day's out" kagura said everyone nodded and started walking kagura faded from being there one second to gone the next while scolding herself in her mind "kagura cool down i'm fine" kanna said smiling at her kagura smiled back before kanna raced ahead 'no none of us are i know by the way your walking my choice is making us all suffer danm it how could i have been so stupid' kagura said in her mind "stop scolding youself in your mind the anger might rub off on them" sesshomaru said walkig next to kagura 'ok so its a cheap blow but maybe it will work she cant keep things like this' sesshomaru thought watching kagura slowly relax the wind whipped around her clearly showing her inner feelings as much as she tried to hide them "why are you being so hard on yourself kagura really it makes no sense" sesshomaru said lightly walking next to her she clenthed her hands into fists "becuase i was stupid i made a choice with out thinking now i'm not the only one who has to deal with it" kagura said biting her tounge 'i want to be alive i want to be able to live like you guys i want to help protect but all i can do is nothing' kagura yelled in her mind sesshomaru sighed "kagura you have what you wanted your free and no one can take that from you your suppose to be happy" sesshomaru said walking next to her as they came close to the field her steps sped up soon she was in front then far ahead of the others she sat down at the same place she had died at she would of been crying if she could

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