Chapter 1 - I don't want to sleep

My life has been boring
It feels like its pouring
I’m exhausted from the day
They all seem the same
Nothing gets my blood pumping
No more fun
No more play
I’m sinking in depression
Don’t even have obsessions
My life now seems like a dark gloomy day
No more sunsets
No more twilight
Just another sad way
To waist my life on pointless crap
Nothing productive about that
I’m not what they want me to be
Hell I can barely see
No energy this time
I feel so slow
God why
So tired
But why
I don’t want to sleep
I wanna run wild
Get in a fight
Nothing mild
Maybe get drunk for the first time in my life
Do something crazy all frackin night
Go to parties
Sing my lungs out
Come home exhausted
And what not
Or got to college
Get a degree
So I can finally be free
No more dead end job
Speeding down the street
I don’t want to sleep
The nights just begun
I want my life to be sung
Something hyper
Something crazy
Doesn’t matter
Give me anything
Even pain’s a better what if
Just make me feel alive
Before I die inside
I don’t want to sleep
No never again
I don’t want to sleep
So long after this began
I don’t want to sleep

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