Chapter 1 - kagura and byakuya already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
now all the memories, they're huanted
we were always meant to say goodbye

I turn around to see my twin brother standing between two tree's its raining its cold but he came i know i'll regret this night for the rest of my life but its for his good hakudoshi's and kanna's to "kagura" he says taking a few steps towards me he can feel what i'm feeling even if i dont voice it he's known this night was coming he's known for years


Even with our fists held high, yeah
never would've worked out right, yeah
we were never meant for do or die

i take a step towards him my normally hardened over red eyes soft and gentle the wind blows once through the clearing making his pony tail sway to the side i'll miss him but i have to do this "i'm sorry byakuya" i whisper putting my hand gently on the side of his face he's holding back tears




i didn't want us to burn out
i didn't come here to hurt you
now i cant stop

he puts his hand ontop of mine i'll miss the warmth he gives me a single tear slides down the other side of his face i use my finger to flick it away he know this is likely the last time he'll see me alive "dont cry brother" i say using one finger of my hand thats on the side of his face to mess with the hair in front of his ears "how can i not" he says his voice is choking


i want you to know
that it doesnt matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go


i smile at him resting my forehead on his "because it isnt your fault i'm not leaving because of you" i whisper he looks into my eyes "then why kagura why are you leaving" he whispers his breath coating my face "it doesnt matter no matter what this would of happened anyway" i say gently





and i want you to know
you couldnt of loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone


i pull his hand down with mine putting both of his hands between mine "why are you leaving us" he asks i lean my head against his chest "i'm leaving you so you can be free" i say his eyes widen he looks down at me "free" he echo's i look up "free like you three should be" i say he looks at me staring into my eyes



looking at you makes it harder
but i know you'll find another
that doesnt always make you wanna cry


a tear slids down his face again but i cant be effected my heart is already closed my emotions left far behind this is for there sake "but what about you" he whispers pulling my hands with his to his chest i put the toe of my right foot on the ground my left heel up slightly "i'm not who i used to be you'll find someone somewhere that wont do this" i whisper fingers entwining with his



started with a perfect kiss then
we could feel the poison set in
perfect couldnt keep this love alive


the wind blows lightly cascading around us "your my sister my twin my other half kagura were one in the same" he shouts moving his head slightly going to rant i put one finger over his mouth "i'm not who i was when this started" i whisper my red eyes are half lidded staring into his black orbs



you know that i love you
so i love you enough to let you go

i sigh turning my head down then up again staring at his eyes "you know i love you but i cant stay" i whisper i can feel the plea through the unspeaken bond of siblings for twins its esspecially strong in demons


i want you to know
that it doesnt matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go

he puts his hand on the side of my face "kagura if your not free if it doesnt end as the four of us" he says i look up at him the look in my eyes silencing him "i'm not the twin you know i'm who i used to me i'm just the shell the me you remember no longer exists in me she hasnt for a long time" i whisper breathing once at the end




and i want you to know
you couldnt of loved me better
but i want you to move on
so i'm already gone


he stares at my eyes "when did you change kagura when did this happen when did you become this" he asks i can see he's blaming himself "i dont know but you hold on to the side of me you want to" i say forcing him to look at me




i'm already gone
i'm already gone
you cant make it feel right
when you know that its wrong

i know what he's refering to as this he knows what i've done "everything i've done please understand everything i have done up till now and everything i'm going to do i know its wrong in your eyes but its all for you and kanna and hakuoshi" i whisper i know he thinks i'm wrong but there is no other way even if he thinks there is i'm done dreaming



i'm already gone
already gone
theres no moving on
so i'm already gone


i stare at his face then run my hand down the side of it "kagura i want to know" he says i get what he's saying i smile sadly "i know you'll miss me i know i'll still feel the sorrow in you from me not being there but i'll also feel the joy from anything that brings you joy" i whisper avoiding awnsering the main question





remember all the things we wanted
now all our memories, they're huanted
we were always meant to say good bye

i slid my hands out of his "kagura" he says again i look up at him "dont let this ruin your life brother your getting what we both wanted that enough" i whisper he holds back tears he knows he cant change my mind so he nods


i want you to know
that it doesnt matter
where we take this road
someone's gotta go

he pulls something from his pocket running his right hand to the back of my neck i feel like i do when he touches me but his hand is no longer where i feeling is "you'll never be able to forget any of us" he says i look down my chest feels warm even though i always feel cold from everything i've done "as we know we knew this was coming" he says its a necklace the chain is made from his hair kanna's hair and hakudoshi's three charms dangle from it a piece of a spear a shard of kanna's mirror and a lotus flower





and i want you to know
you couldnt have loved me better
but i want you to move
so i'm already gone

i reach my one hand into my right sleeve pulling out something i do the same thing he did lowering my hands to my side putting the other two necklaces in his hand each have a white feather dangeling from the end




i'm already gone
already gone
you cant make it feel right
when you know that its wrong


I take a few steps back my hand reaching to my hair where my feathers are he takes a few steps back getting the hint "one more thing" i say gripping the feather but not taking off yet "yes" he says a tear hits the ground "dont ever forget me this might be the last time you see me alive i'm sorry" i say he nods "dont forget us kagura i'll be counting on you coming back to us one day" he shouts my hand slids down i laugh lightly throwing my feather down "the next time i see you we might be enemies" i whisper but he cant hear i look back at his form once more before taking off my hand on my chest over the necklace i wont be able to forget them but this is the last time they'll see me my heart pusles back but i ingore it they deserve freedom this gives it to them




i'm already gone
already gone
theres no moving on i'm already gone

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