Chapter 2 - how i've felt. (my papa)

i looked up to you
well, i look up to everyone
but you were my hero
you taught me so much
 
of hard work
kindness, patience
unconditional love
morality & values
 
you were my papa
we whistled
you doted on me
i can still remember
 
'bubby is a tubby'
feeding the cattle
tractor rides &
our matching hats
 
i was your little chloe`
chllllllooooooooeeee`
like yesterday, your voice
your smile & laughter
 
in a way, it haunts me
you above all others
were there for me
always, everyday, anyday
 
you loved me & cared
so deeply
i won't know how to feel
i can't ever love that much
 
i just wish i could've told
you needed to know
you meant so much to me
i loved you more than anything
 
you could always cheer me up
you'd have given me the moon
i just miss you my papa
i cry for you, all the time
 
i know you look down on me
i wonder what you see
do i make you proud?
did god get my request?
 
are you my angel?
do you protect me at night?
are you ever vigilant?
do you smile or frown?
 
do you see me walk by you?
your picture, everyday at school
do you know that i can't help but
smile every time i see it?
 
i see you, so young
so good-looking, happy
care-free, what i don't see
is you as you left
 
you so frail and small
weak, no, i see my papa
my strong, tall, big papa
i see you healthy, no more pain
 
i see you in jeans & boots
i see you warm & snuggly
i see you eating supper
how you loved your salad dressing
 
i break down all the time
i can't do anything but cry
when i think of how you're gone
i just miss you so bad
 
but you can know one thing
i will always be a papa's girl
 
 
 
 

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