Chapter 1 - Cursed Love

The battle of love has torn me apart
Flames so strong are burning through what's left of my sole
So long I have waited, to see what would come of such feelings
Can he be worth it?

I know he doesn't know such feelings for me but what can I do?
I've longed to be by his side for so long now
yet I'm just being pulled further away from him
what do I do?

Can I know these feelings are real?
How long have I been blinded to the truth?
Everything seems to be in an everlasting blur of insanity
what will happen next?

Is this meant to be? Is he meant to be with some one else?
How should I know?
Maybe i'm trying to hard to find out what's right
This will all just fall into place if I just wait

I often wonder if all this is my fault
Can it really be someone's fault if they fall into the trap of love?
I don't wish to be plagued by this feeling
yet fighting against it is so hard to do

should I give in to my will? Should I break away?
Its so hard to decide
What ever I do I will not be happy without him
I will not be alone

Eventually I will know the truth
Though I'm scared my heart will be crushed
I must prepare myself for such a day
When my whole world may be crashing down

Why do I love him?

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