:/

I read some of older blogs a few days ago and noticed that I seem either highly obnoxious or depressed. True, but I'm usually calm when not provoked, good or bad intentions wanted. And I dislike talking to people in real-life. And constantly paranoid, and I get annoyed very easily... That translates to 'I-don't-get-enough-sleep-when-I'm-supposed-to-be-going-to-bed-at-9'.

I don't know what I'm trying to say or imply here. It's not sarcasm, though.

Anyone notice that in some of the earlier blogs, I seem to be dumb? I'm not, I just don't... think. I try to remain open-minded... I'm not sure how much it's working, but it's definitely not stopping me from hating those obnoxious girls who sit near me in gym class and whine/blab/talk about boyfriends, other friends not going to concerts and mad about it, latest news or hairstyle or whatever cruddy fashion craze is going on, and thinking that they're 'fashion forward'... What the hell does that mean? Oops, that last one is from a few months ago.


I really don't care for what they're talking about. All I care about is video games, anime, new movies, book series I like, Disney, getting my work done, drawing, playing violin, YouTube, Fanart Central, deivantArt, the paranormal when it's mentioned, and cartoons. ... Yeah, some normal and not considerably normal by jerk teens stuff listed in there. And I have high school to worry about. Things aren't looking up, nope.

Ok, I better end this now... I've been writing/typing it for what seems like one hour.