My Problems
Blog Entry: My Problems
Blog Entry: My Problems
Posted by: Boo810
Posted: October 21, 2008, 7:25:21 AM
Updated: November 18, 2008, 6:34:48 AM
Mood: Troubled
Posted: October 21, 2008, 7:25:21 AM
Updated: November 18, 2008, 6:34:48 AM
Mood: Troubled
Right, unless you actually want to listen to my problems, I sujest you just walk away, right now. This MIGHT get a little sappy.
My problems:
1. My Dad - Problem Solved!
My dad & my mum split up about 5 years ago, when I was 7. He has been a right asshole ever since. He has missed mine, my little brother's & my little sister's birthdays about 2 years in a row. Hey, you don't turn 12 more than once, do you? Anyway, I suspect he won't come out taking us trick or treating this year (or, "trickle treating" as my sister says it) and will forget Xmas, too. I mean, I don't care. I hate him anyway. But my little sister and my little brother still don't get that my dad doesn't like them, so I'm worried about them. Little kids, eh?
- Well, I hate my dad anyway, so I don't have to worry about him. If he makes contact now, after so much ignoring, I'll ignore HIM.
2. Smoke or Dust? - Problem Solved!
I just can't decide who I like more, Dust, or Smoke. I'm at a fued with myself at who to like more. I suppose I sort of, 'accidently' fixed the competition a little, by making Smoke make out with another bunny in my story. I can't believe I did that! I don't know WHAT came over me! Maybe I just wasn't thinking. Well, I'll probably make a turn and decide Dust now, or, if you have read the story, you can tell me whether I should brake up Smoke & Fluffy or not, 'cuz I don't know whether they should love eachother forver or not.
- Dust is too hot! I'm dying! I love Dust the most!
3. Nightmares - Problem Solved!
This'll sound babyish, but I have nightmares. Bad ones. Ones about destruction, death, disaster, Dad... All bad things. They've been stopping, but it just, when I hear a sound that could be anything, especialy just, like, an aeroplane or something, I panic.
- I've gotten over it now, which is good, but I still worry a little.
More soon, I guess.
My problems:
1. My Dad - Problem Solved!
My dad & my mum split up about 5 years ago, when I was 7. He has been a right asshole ever since. He has missed mine, my little brother's & my little sister's birthdays about 2 years in a row. Hey, you don't turn 12 more than once, do you? Anyway, I suspect he won't come out taking us trick or treating this year (or, "trickle treating" as my sister says it) and will forget Xmas, too. I mean, I don't care. I hate him anyway. But my little sister and my little brother still don't get that my dad doesn't like them, so I'm worried about them. Little kids, eh?
- Well, I hate my dad anyway, so I don't have to worry about him. If he makes contact now, after so much ignoring, I'll ignore HIM.
2. Smoke or Dust? - Problem Solved!
I just can't decide who I like more, Dust, or Smoke. I'm at a fued with myself at who to like more. I suppose I sort of, 'accidently' fixed the competition a little, by making Smoke make out with another bunny in my story. I can't believe I did that! I don't know WHAT came over me! Maybe I just wasn't thinking. Well, I'll probably make a turn and decide Dust now, or, if you have read the story, you can tell me whether I should brake up Smoke & Fluffy or not, 'cuz I don't know whether they should love eachother forver or not.
- Dust is too hot! I'm dying! I love Dust the most!
3. Nightmares - Problem Solved!
This'll sound babyish, but I have nightmares. Bad ones. Ones about destruction, death, disaster, Dad... All bad things. They've been stopping, but it just, when I hear a sound that could be anything, especialy just, like, an aeroplane or something, I panic.
- I've gotten over it now, which is good, but I still worry a little.
More soon, I guess.