*sigh* Rant Alert

Still sad I have no internet at home right now. It is also irking me that I have no scanner. My life keeps getting worse, but I know it's better than a lot of peoples' out there, so, yeah. I'm just so busy!

I'm working on my books and on my fanfiction, I'm trying to keep my grades up, I'm trying to become a better artist, I'm trying to learn to play the piano, I'm trying to plan my future, I'm trying not to attack the retarded kid sitting next to me(he's my stalker; scary, eh?), I'm trying to do everything, and it sucks!

I have way too much to do right now.

Oh, and while doing all these things, I am dealing with: mice, fleas, a senile grandparent, and a mother who keeps telling me she hates me and that she's dying and that she's gonna hit me.


Is it any surprise I thought about killing myself?