Fire_lotus_flower
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| Username | Fire_lotus_flower | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | digging in the dark corners of my mind | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | Over-achieving daydreamer. | |
| Last visit | # Pictures | 5 | |
| # Comments Given | 199 |
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Hello everyone. I am sorry for neglecting this so much. I do have a poem for you guys. I wrote it yesterday.
I'm tired of being trampled on
then picked up and ignored.
I'm sick of being falsely told
Just how wonderful I am.
I'm sick of the lies-
I'm past "fed up".
It was more than enough before
But what you did
was way too much.
I'm tired of the empty promises
that people try to feed me.
I'm tired of falling for them
even more than I am tired of hearing them.
I'm tired of people and their sickening amusement
their abhorable fascination at the suffering of others.
I don't want you to tell me things,
just because you think I'll smile when I hear them.
Because all that sugary sweetness is poisoning my self-esteem,
riddling it with decaying rot
down to the very core.
I hate being able to only find
those people- so charismatic- gifted with a golden tongue
who leave me doe-eyed, drooling; begging for more.
Just speak to me with pretty words,
Let them sink in, poisoning my thoughts
Enabling me to think of only you.
Give tainted evidence, purge me of all doubt.
I'm a lost puppy: naive, and ever loyal.
But break the trust and you'll see a fatal mistake:
I hold a grudge for a very long time.
I'm tired of being trampled on
then picked up and ignored.
I'm sick of being falsely told
Just how wonderful I am.
I'm sick of the lies-
I'm past "fed up".
It was more than enough before
But what you did
was way too much.
I'm tired of the empty promises
that people try to feed me.
I'm tired of falling for them
even more than I am tired of hearing them.
I'm tired of people and their sickening amusement
their abhorable fascination at the suffering of others.
I don't want you to tell me things,
just because you think I'll smile when I hear them.
Because all that sugary sweetness is poisoning my self-esteem,
riddling it with decaying rot
down to the very core.
I hate being able to only find
those people- so charismatic- gifted with a golden tongue
who leave me doe-eyed, drooling; begging for more.
Just speak to me with pretty words,
Let them sink in, poisoning my thoughts
Enabling me to think of only you.
Give tainted evidence, purge me of all doubt.
I'm a lost puppy: naive, and ever loyal.
But break the trust and you'll see a fatal mistake:
I hold a grudge for a very long time.
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CANDY_CANE on January 31, 2006, 5:47:23 AM
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whats up homie !! :DSeigneur_Chat_Noir on December 15, 2005, 8:34:25 AM
Hello, Misu! ^^ I has a new account on here. And MDX? It's the greatest. Ever. I remember Surge... I remember being in fourth grade and chugging it like it was like, water or something. Heh.♥ ~ Chat Noir (Auri)
AsiaRe on July 16, 2005, 6:34:44 AM
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You didn't title this one...I like it though It reminds me...of me...and it reminds me of Raven. Nice Job on the poem!!
Rockura-Bockura on July 15, 2005, 6:32:56 AM
Your request is up. Thank you for being so patient. ^_^AsiaRe on July 6, 2005, 5:26:56 AM
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Hiya ^^Your a really great artist and a Raven fan like me....
Oh and you poem "love or Hate" I think that you are a pretty talented writer... You write with much feeling and I woul enjoy reading more of your poems
Well...
until next time I bid you farewell...^^
Kains_Vampire on July 1, 2005, 6:14:18 AM
Hello, thanks for droping by.Sure, I can do a Capricorn drawing. I was planning on doing one anyway, but time got the better of me.
I'll get to it as soon as I can.
Thanks for the suggestion.
-Tiffany
Archangel4282 on June 30, 2005, 1:47:10 PM
*bows* arigato!Heh heh heh, well the blindness worked for monet, ne? lol. XP
Archangel4282 on June 30, 2005, 1:40:13 PM
Annai, your poetry is gorgeous! God I'm jealous of that, such adept manipulation of the written word is a talent beyond ll commendation! Oh, thank you for the comment on my fallen angel pic. I didn't lose anyone to suicide, a couple of close calls mabe, bu the death that it represents is that of one of us. An obsuce artist who's name was cut from our midst before it could be found again. I am sorry for your loss, I preay that they now rest in a better place and await your arrival anxiously. Hopefully it wont be for quie some time though, ne? lol. ^_~ As for the edges of the garment, all I have to thank for that are my failing eyes. If you want to master jagged tears, use emotion to guide your hand, not vision and they will come. ^_^ Cameron
amoureux_de_un_gefallen_engel on June 30, 2005, 1:08:38 AM
Thx for the comment & fav! But, yeah, I don't think my friend knew about the whole 'dissection' matter when she requested this. (And the chibi in the bg is actually Eliza...another one of my friend's brill ideas...)
Rockura-Bockura on June 29, 2005, 1:23:41 PM
Okay, cross my last comment. I applied that application again, everything is okie dokie. ^_^ I may even get it scanned in sooner. Good to meet another Terra/Raven fan. Thanks for the opportunity! :-)Rockura-Bockura on June 29, 2005, 12:34:45 PM
I'd be more than happy to do that request for you, thanks for asking! ^_^ It'll take me about two weeks, I hope this is okay. My computer is a shoot-box and has deleted my scanner application, but if I can't get it scanned in at home I'll do it at the library or something. Either way I'll get it to you. Thanx! :-)Sesshoumaru_Rose_4ever on June 27, 2005, 7:42:52 AM
I love the last verse. It's so powerful. I do suggest when you write a poem have the ryming scheme the same through out.It is a very beautiful poem and I think you should continue to write. ^.^ Veddy nice job! Ok, luv you bye bye =^__^= iNuLuVeR89 on June 18, 2005, 10:16:08 AM
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Hey!! thnx for the comment..but ummm what does a fire lotus flower look liek?! -_-;....well comment bak..OR...email me..with the pic..kay?! well ttyl thnk you bunches buh bai!anime_fallenangel on June 5, 2005, 5:37:50 PM
Hey! Thanks for commenting on my pic 'Loane - Spirit of the Gunner'. Yep, it's Paine's gunner dressphere. Why should Yuna's be the only dressphere that has a spirit in it, that's what I say. Keep a look out, I'm drawing other spirits of each dressphere.Archangel4282 on May 22, 2005, 10:22:43 PM
Hello, and thank you for your comment on my paine pic. I knew your screen name sounded familiar when I saw it... Your first pic was the very first thing I saw when I joined FAC! It is actually knd of because of you that I even began posting here. ^_^ Thanks again for the comment! *hugs*Syla-chan on May 22, 2005, 3:00:09 PM
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Hey if you really want to color my Rikku drawing. By all means color to your little heart's content! Just give me credit and let me know when it's up please.Ghost on January 28, 2005, 5:27:48 AM
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Hey, Ghost here, as your for your questions you asked on my D2 pics, The Amazon: Yes, the blue thinigies glow, they're like tatoos on crack, and I use Arcsoft PhotoStudio to color; The Sorc: I've never played Flinal Fantasy, so I wouldn't know. My sorc also uses kick @$$ stuff like swords, but I mainly use the awesomeness which is the 'Spire of Lazurus'Fave Users (15)
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