i wish...

Ever scince i was little, i wanted to be the pretty blonde polly pocket, barbie, or any normal pretty girl. but i was too short, to fat maybe, my hair was to messy, but overall i was to shy.
i didn't realize how much my isolation had changed me from that innocent little girl, to this ugly anti-socail monster.it's to late to go back now, i can't fit in with anyone at all anymore, i'm to different.