......

Damn it.

My life's going downhill again.

I'm crying 24/7.

I can't sleep.

I can barely think.

................

I miss Seth...

I still can't believe he's dead...

And, like, every time I look, I always expect him to be there....

But he's not...

*sighs*

I'm trying to move on, really...

It's hard, but I'm trying...

It's just, I've seen people I know dying before, but it's not the same this time....

..............

And I'm sorry about lying to you all, that I'm doing fine...