I Can take it

You know what? I'm being weighed down by life. Not JUST weighed down either, no more like weighed down, crushed, pinned, and paralyzed. And I'm pretty sure most readers can hear that and honestly say, "I know how that feels" we've ALL been there before and you know, it's painful! Sometimes you check your pulse and feel a beat, you know your breathing but you still wonder if you're heart's beating anymore. I ask myself that often cause sometimes I feel SO empty I wanna rip my heart out just to get rid of the pain stabbing at it. But you know at times like this, most people talk about committing suicide(some actually do T_T) and pity themselves telling themselves that they can't do it. But you know what? I believe everyone CAN do it. You may be going through a terrible time, but you CAN take it, things will get better with time. You may not believe me now, but things WILL get better. You're NOT hopeless. NO ONE is. We all have a chance. I'm gonna take it. A break-up, a suicidal friend, a secret new love that may never become reality, and people that lean on me and need me. I'm gonna take it even though it's a lot. I'm insulted every day, and I cry when I'm alone, but I will never give up, cause i know things will get better. I'll find the right one for me and I'm hoping all my friends will stay true. I love them, trust them, and would die for any of them. I'll ALWAYS stand up for them (not me though! XD) and I'll be okay as long as I have them. I love them all so much! Some online friends (You know who you are^^) and some that I see EVERY DAY!! I love them to the limits and since there are no limits on love, it just keeps going. My family is also a HUGE part of my life and without them, I wouldn't be the girl I am today. No matter what painful or wonderful things life throws at me, I'll catch them and find the bright side no matter how dark it may seem! KEEP BELIEVING!!