My Life Isn't All Glitter and Cupcakes

So, my boyfriend of almost 2 years broke up with me and had a new girlfriend within the hour. I've been depressed for the last few days and I really don't want to think about anything. It's just so annoying because Matt, my ex, isn't even sad about the breakup. I don't feel like he even cared about me, no matter how many times he confessed his love for me. I would get annoyed because he was so clingy, but now I just want to get back with him. I can't think about much else, so I've been throwing myself into other things to occupy my time. Don't be surprised if you see new, sad stories appearing on fanfiction.net. I'm in a depressing mood. I don't think Get Me Through The Day is ever going to have a happy ending, because I wanted to stick to the whole emo-type Sonjay and clueless Jay. Poor Sonjay, I love him. But he is taking the brunt of my depression. No more love for the poor Guru. But, hey. If my life gets turned around, maybe he and Jay will have a chance. Maybe. But Jay might just stay with Val. We'll have to see.

(If you can't tell, Get Me Through The Day is a Sonjay Dutt and Jay Lethal slash with Jay Lethal and SoCal Val het in it. And I'd really like you all to read it. Because I'm proud. Please? And leave me some reviews to brighten my life?)