irritation + daugther's father+ guilt + um what? = ugh!!

Ok to my only two fans... I'm sorry. My inspiration has stabbed me numerous times with a gun and shot me with a knife (lol, irony huh?) But the today just killed meh. Apparently I'm not such a great mother because everytime her father comes to pick her up, she's sick!! Well, I'd love to see him handle her and school, plus her medicine schedule on a regular basis!! I mean at least I'm trying my best to keep her healthy!! Dammit it's winter!! Germs are supposed to be going at a slow pace in the cold. But no, my parenting are crap 5 days out of the week and he gets her for 2-3 days at most. I already feel bad because of the fact that she is sick. It's a cold yes, but kids are fragile. Even for 11 months, she's in terrible shape! Nose running and she isn't herself. It makes me cry to not see her little bundle of silliness that makes msqueal like a pre-school kid when it's snack time. She is my inspiration but unfortunately her dad thinks I'm a bad mother, so you'll just have to wait for more pics and chaps in my gallery. I'm sorry...