the reason why Nate is Nate

To nice, shy, slightly paranoid, OVER THINKS EVERYTHING  HATE THAT ONE THE MOST
And now a story from the early years…
I used to cry over everything when I was little especially when I was angry I don’t know why but I did eventually one day my mom told me to stop crying and just say God damn it. I started doing this which made it easier to hold my emotions back but they just stayed in there, which one day I think will make me snap when someone actually makes me mad and I’ll prolly end up killing them (yea…).
I also never really had many friends till… past few years actually because I was extremely shy and somewhat paranoid thinking anytime someone was talking to me they were making fun of me in some way, made me feel a little like Patrick Bakle and now deep down I basically hate people like that because they remind me of how I used to be even though I haven’t changed that much
I’ve always had a problem telling things like this to anybody in any way but today I’ve hit the bottom of the barrel, though I wasn’t to high from the bottom before, and now I say frack It, none of this really matters much, or at least that’s what I tell myself because there is nothing I can do about any of it at all…