Suicidal Failure

He stares out his window full of tears.
As he sips his thrid beer.
He feels his heart shatter, all about.
He sits there in silence as the wall Shout.

You're a suicde failure go pop pills.
Because you know it's what kills.
You're a suicide failure be drowned.
But i the pain. I love the sound!

Your mom walks in and asks why there's blood.
You say it isn't and its just mud.
She looks at your wrists which drip the lie.
God, he wants to die.


You're a suicde failure go pop pills.
Because you know it's what kills.
You're a suicide failure be drowned.
But i the pain. I love the sound!

Now he's rushed to the hospital where he knows where it ends.
He lies there thinking of his sins.
His girl walks in and screams.
Then all he does is says he sees beems.

The gates of Heaven opens as he walks through.
Something stops him and he looks back at what to do.
His girls crying now.
he has to back and bow.

You're a suicde failure go pop pills.
Because you know it's what kills.
You're a suicide failure be drowned.
But i the pain. I love the sound!

On the car ride home he thinks if he really died.
If the world would change or if they cried.
His hands stuff covered in the lust of death.
The only reason was because of the meth..